God chastens those he loves

Sometimes chastening seems hard, because your flesh wants to hear flattering words. You want to hear someone say, God understands and loves you and will help you. Which is true but, He sends his word to help you. And it don't flatter, it speaks the truth. You must obey and apply it to your life for it to work..Do you flatter when you are trying to train your child, from the diapers. You may give them a sucker when they do well. Same way God does, he gives you a blessing, when you try..You are doing it in love, not hate, for you are doing the best for that child. The hardest part is getting them to obey you..That is what the hard word is trying to do, it is to shield you from all the flurstations of life. He is wanting you to find that rest in him. To where he will carry all your burdens, instead of you carrying them. For you cannot carry them, you will fall under the load..For that is why he died on the cross, and sent back his Spirit. To be a comforter, leader, guide. It teaches us how to weather the storms in him, not trying to do it in our flesh.

We start out well, saved filled with God's love. Loving, everybody, wanting all to be saved, you find no fault with no one, will worship everywhere any where. No respect of persons. All is the same to you, black, white, brown, red, yellow. You have just gotten saved and filled with his love. Which is awesome and cannot find words to describe his love.

Then usually the church world (religion)..begans to mold and teach you and will confine you to their four walls of the church tradition(prison)..they don't teach you how to find that hiding place and stay safe and secure from all the vicious wolves, that are out to devire and destroy you, with absolutely no mercy. You began to get slowful and lose your first love, your load and way becomes hard. You are starving to death in the dead church, which has no joy, love, peace, burden for souls. But they are stone faced, no smile, mean looking, their miserable, tormented, burdened down, sad, you name it they have it. Their burden for the lost is gone, all they do is teach their doctrines and sing Lord help me make it through. They become like a statue all painted up, with their long robes, and their set of rules a mile long. Some of the most vicious people that I have ever meet has been in these religious churches. They look at you like they could kill you if you don't abide by their church traditions. You soon become just like them, you start judging, condemning, become luke warm, lose your love & vision. You go in err and become stagnant, like an old frog pond covered over with green. You're good for nothing in the Kingdom of God. All you do is carry a ball bat to kill everyone you see, that don't abide by your church and your preachers rules. Man made traditions that make, the word of God of none effect.
I can understand why some turns to the churches where they allow anything to go, intertainment, games, dead letter, they don't have the anointing and neither do you. So at least they are good friendly people that will treat you like you are somebody, instead of a dog. They make you feel like you are a part of their family. They are kind, thoughtful, outgoing. They go partly naked, but Hey this seems better, than the self righteous bunch that has, beaten you to death with their ball bats, having all that long hair and long dresses. So maybe God don't care for us to go partly naked..You have become so discouraged under them, that anything seems good to you. For you have a LOVING HEART THAT WANTS TO SERVE GOD...how do I know, because I been down that road. I don't know many roads that I have not been down.
But beloved children of God. Neither one of these roads are right.

THE RIGHT ROAD IS..Go way back and find your first love. The anointing of God will come back in your life. Turning around and doing your first works over. Drawing nigh to him and he will draw nigh to you..And go real slow this time. Allowing God to lead, guide, convict your heart, if you are doing anything wrong. If your clothes, hair, makeup, jewelery, what ever don't please God he, will let you know, it's between you and him, not people. It's a personal relationship, a marriage. You and Christ, it is holy and sacred, don't allow people in your marriage. I don't allow them in my marriage nor, in my marriage with Jesus. They are both personal, no one elses business..If He don't condemn you, forget people. Work out your on salvation with fear and trembling. Refuse to go any direction, until first you seek the Lord about it. Keeping your love & relationship with God, this time, making sure you keep Him first in your life. Guarding it with your life, allowing nothing to come between you and him. Just like a natural marriage. Keeping your joy, love, peace, etc. If you notice & feel something is trying to take it. You notice you don't feel so peaceful, joyful, then run to your prayer closet and start praying. Allowing the Holy Ghost to remove what ever is coming again you and your husband (Jesus). Planting, discord, wrong feelings, making you not want to talk, (pray) to your husband (Jesus) just like a natural marriage..You must learn to fight, by praying through, until you can once again feel you joy, peace come back, nothing between you and your husband (Jesus)..You have a loving relationship again. People get jealeous when you have a perfect loving marriage in the natural. They want to cause trouble, because they have a rotten marriage. They do the same in the church world. They become jealeous if you have a loving relationship with Jesus, carrying his anointing. They will sow discord, deceit, envy, strife, busybody, through the church and people..what ever they can do to spoil that love you have..BE ALERT, WATCH..don't go to sleep... don't allow them to spoil your marriage with Jesus or your husband.

I know people probably get tired and weary of hearing me preach this. But to me 99 percent of the people are in this condition. We are surely in the, LAODICEAN CHURCH AGE..Rev.3:14..
If you are chosen of God, he has got to get you too, come out of her my people and be not partakers of her sins..Harlot Churches.. And be conformed into his image. Which is not religious (tradition)long robes, nor half naked worldly churches. But it is the CHURCH OF THE LIVING GOD..where you are clothed with his righteousness, which is by faith, not works. And walking in his Spirit..Gal.I live yet not I, but I live by the faith of the son of God. Keeping your FIRST LOVE A MUST..without it you are a sounding brass and a tinkling symbol..I can listen to someone preach and just in a few seconds and can tell, whether they have their first love. For I want to hold my ears, to the sounding brass and tinkling symbols, even if they are preaching the right things..Some want to hold on to Jesus with one hand and the world with the other hand.. You have got to let one go. For you cannot serve God and mammon.. For God is a jealeous husband and if you let anything come between you and him it is spiritual adultery..

Why babies turn back to Egypt

When you are a baby in Christ and have not developed your senses to discern between right and wrong. These evil spirits prey on you and try to over power and yoke you back up, to become a slave once again to them (sin). But they can't if you stay dedicated and prayed up..Their purpose is to deceive and cause you to draw back..They prey on the young that has not reached the Sonship (mature). This is not talking about young people, in the natural, but young in the Lord. Which you could be 90 and be a baby in Christ, if you have just been born again.. Prov 7:7.. And beheld among the simple ones, I discerned among the youths, a young man void of understanding,.. Mature Christians, which is sons of God, walk totally in the Spirit, allowing the Holy Ghost to keep their flesh totally dead, they have journeyed through the wilderness and made it to Caana. In other words, they have allowed the Holy Ghost to crusify their flesh totally. As the Holy Ghost purifies and gets all the impurities, out of us as, we yield to him daily in prayer & reading his word. We have to have his word opened up to us, as well to be able to see. With out the word to guide us, we will get off course, for we will be walking in the dark and lose our way, listening to the wrong voices. The word shines a light on the darkness (wrong voices) and lets you see they are lying to you..His light is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path..When you become mature.... Gal.5:24. You then are out of boot camp and ready for the real war. You have been praying and allowing the Holy Ghost to get all the impurites out of you. Not allowing your flesh will to cause you, to draw back from staying dedicated. You have continued to pray and allowed the Holy Ghost to, get all the flesh nature out of you and come through each battle with love..Keeping the love of God, not allowing nothing to spoil that love..by causing you to have bad feelings in your heart. Praying in the Spirit has allowed God to keep all these weeds out of your garden (heart). For your job is to pray, then God does the purifing..So now you can hold the anointing, when put through the fires (pressures) you want crack. Which means your flesh is dead and want blow up and curse, under pressure or draw back and say whats the use, when the battle gets hard. You refuse to allow anything to come between you and God. For if the devil takes your love, by causing you to draw back from praying, then you are seprated from God, for God is love. After you reach a mature age in Christ. You will be bold as a lion yet harmless as a dove..You have learned the secret, your part is staying dedicated and God does the rest. He does what you can't do..You are now ready to fight in the Spiritual War. To break the yokes, cast out devils, heal the sick, carry out the signs..And they that are Christ have crusified the flesh with the affections and lusts. Your flesh has been through the fires and the old man is totally dead, you have passed all the tests, by staying dedicated and allowing the Holy Ghost to totally crusify your flesh will. In other words, you have been lied on, mistreated, forsaken, tempted, tried, abused, cursed out, run off, put out of the churches. And you still prayed and allowed the Holy Ghost to take all feelings, of your flesh out of you, crusifying them and taking them away instead of fighting back...The Holy Ghost keep the love in your heart, which was impossible for you to do. Your job was yielding to the Holy Ghost, swollowing you pride and allowing God to remove them. And he did, replacing your flesh feeling which would be, revenge, fighting back, pride, hurt etc., taking all these feelings away and putting love in there..You have learned the tactics of war and how to put the whole armor on..You cannot fight in a war without the armor, you will be shot down soon as, you come in contact with the enemy. You may have scares and bruses but, you are still walking in the Spirit. They (who walk in the Spirit) are guided totally by the word of God..He directs their paths as they pray and read his word, receiving it by revelation, not their carnal mind..They have been trained and molded and know how to fight in the war and know what to do to prepare their selves before, they go on the front lines in battle (against saten). Yielded and overpowered is two different things. The churches are not teaching young christians how to fight in the war and they become discouraged, defeated and then turn back to Egypt..Due to lack of knowledge. Because they figure it is better to return back to Egypt, than to die in a dead, cold, religious church, that is half dead, plucked up by the roots..No Holy Ghost power to free and keep them from their sickness, flustrations, heartackes, etc..When you first get saved you have power over the devils. The mistake you make is not dying daily, and the church don't teach this, cause they are not doing it, their selves. You cannot have victory over devils in the flesh nature. And you must learn , that each day you wake up, you must pray first thing and allow the Holy Ghost to crusify your flesh and walk in his nature (unless of course there is a death, or something like that to hinder you), if there is God will keep you, you have been storing up plenty of food in the barn and it will keep you in hard times. But under normal circumstances, if you don't do this you are drawing back..For you are no match for the devil. You must read the word, to guide your foot steps, with out this you will be defeated by the enemy. Because flesh cannot discern right from wrong. In other words flesh can't see with the Spiritual eyes to be able to tell, whether it is saten or God talking to them..(lies or truth). Remember Eve in the garden, saten used the word but was off somewhat. Saten will add a little poison in it. He will do everything, use any body, every trick in the book, to get you off course. If he can get you to, draw back and stop praying and reading or get you to not do it, so much. Because as long as you pray and read, stay dedicated, that Holy Ghost wall is up. But if that wall is broken down, due to slowfulness, then the enemy can get past the wall and to you. And he will began to torment you, and you will be in bondage once again to the ways of the flesh (sin)..Long as that wall is up he has to bind the strong man (Holy Ghost wall) and there is no way he can bind Jesus..If you stop praying and draw back get slowful. Then he's got you. You will become religious and trying to serve God in your flesh. Gal. 5:1. Stand fast therfore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage ( in bondage and slavery to sin, the old man). You will start feeding flesh desires. Which is, pleasure, fun, games, giving God ten minutes a day, with a dead prayer and reading his word. And anything can cause you to stop praying. All the devil has to do is move on someone to call you on the phone and you stop your dead prayer and answer it. God don't mean no more to you than, missing a phone call..Then you go back to church walking in misery, sadness, defeat, whats the use, and singing, Oh how I love Jesus. And except the Lord to rain down his blessings on you, for you say, "God understands and knows my heart". Then you are fallen from grace verse 4. Christ is become of no effect to you, whosoever of you are justified by the law, yea are fallen from grace. Which means you are not walking in the Spirit. You are trying to serve God in the flesh, like they did under the old law. Thats why you are miserable and yielding to ever spirit that comes your way. You are not walking in his nature, peace, joy, faith, temperance, etc. You are walking in the flesh, (old law) and you have your nature back, which is hate, defeat, depression, flustrations, bearing your on load, which is broken hearts, sadness, envy, strifes, etc. Religion that is preaching smooth things, to entertain your flesh is, what you will go after. For they will tell you that God understands, he cares, and don't mind for you sinning a little, because after all you are just human. And God understands why I'm depressed, heartbroked, lonely, sad, it's ok to be that way.. Or will try to teach you how, to get rid of these feelings yourself..When God made a way for you to escape all these things. To deliver you from all your flesh nature and walk in his nature, where there is no flesh feelings. For you are crusified and buried with him. You are in perfect peace and joy. But the secret to staying that way, is one simple recipe, STAYING DEDICATED.. Eph.4:14,15..That we henceforth be no more children, tossed to and fro, and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the sleight of men, and cunning craftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive; But speaking the truth in love, may grow up into him in all things which is the head, even Christ;
The church is not teaching the young ones how to fight, so the fleshly minded churches is changing the KJV into the NKJV or the NIV, so everyone can understand the Bible, in their carnal mind. The KJV is wrote as the Holy Ghost moved upon the anointed vessels to hid it from the carnal minds. This is the great thing about the Bible (KJV), because it can only be revealed by revelation, to those who seek and search for it with all their hearts. It is hid to them that are lose. These new bibles will send your soul to hell, cause they are rewrote by carnal minds. They will tell you that they had the help of some of the greatest professors, scholars, of our time, to make it look really big to the natural man. They have worked on it, to interpet it, giving you a carnal meaning, so you can better understand it. The new bible will teach you how to live for God, in your own power..You must live by the faith of the Son of God..It takes you totally off course, if you read the road map wrong, you will end up in the wrong place. And the new bibles will get you off course and send you to a place, that is called hell..
Real salvation is the most wonderful life that anyone can ever obtain. But to obtain it and walk in total peace, joy, love in the Holy Ghost, you must learn how to obtain it. To have this you must allow the Holy Ghost to keep your flesh crusified daily. A little leaven, leaventh the whole lump..If the old man is not crusified daily, it will raise up and fight back, with it's old sinful nature..If you want to learn more, find an example that is living it, not just preaching it. They have all the leaven out, they are dead to the flesh..You watch their lives and know that they are victorious in Christ, walking in the Spirit, having power over all devils. They are not depressed, discouraged, sad, unkind, unthankful, unholy, hateful, manifesting the works of the flesh, which is listed in Gal. 5;19..But they have learned after praying through, they get rid of all these spirits and works of the flesh, and everything that exalts itself against the power of God, by praying through daily... these things are cast down by the power of God. You then can do what you are suppose to do, without any hinderances which is, working in the harvest, a burden for the lost. And if you have a burden for the lost it is not in an outward appearance, wanting to be seen by man. Like just clothing, feeding the hungry, witnessing in dead letter, which most of it is being done this way. But the real burden is laying down your life, allowing the Holy Ghost to crusify your flesh and walking in the Spirit. And he will then anoint you, to break the yokes, and set the people free. It's good to feed the hungry and clothe the naked, we are suppose too, but you must die daily to feed them spiritual food, breaking the yokes, and to save a soul from hell you must do it through and by the Holy Ghost, (this is love). For no man can come to the father, except the Spirit draw him. And how can it draw them if you are dead, cold and religious. Being to lazy to pray & read, if you don't do this then you are cold, dead, backslide. A form of godliness denying the power thereof. 11 Tim. 3:5..verse 6..explains why they rap and seduce the women in churches or women secucing the men and running off with them. They are ever learning and never coming to the knowledge of the truth (which is the whole word of God) not just one little revelation, that you have built your church on. One church is built on miracles. One is built on God head, deity of christ..One on babtism. One on a prophet. One on signs. One on this, one on that and when you go to their church, that is all they preach and know. I get tired of beans every day don't you. After so long they would make me vomit, even though I love beans..The bible is a big book, with differnt food daily. We must eat the whole book..
These revelations alone want keep you. You have got to learn how to fight in the war. We are in a spirital war and the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through (God ) to the pulling down of strong, holds; Young christians need to be shielded by the church, until they reach the Sonship (mature). Teaching them how to stay victorious & to learn how to continue on in the Spirit, not being deceived by the wiles of the devil.
Slowful christians when they come to church and the Holy Ghost falls on them and they are fed the word, it will keep them for a few days. It will eventually lift off them... Falling on you and having it in you is two different things. When you leave church you are flying high in the Spirit realm. It has fallen on you from those who obtain it, and it has killed your flesh nature. All the yokes have been broken off you...Nothing bothers you, even though, everything is the same, you go back to work in the same old mess, your family is still arguing and fighting. But it don't bother you cause, you are in that secret place, walking in the anointing (Spirit), your flesh dead. Life is wonderful and beautiful. You don't get nerveous, upset, your flesh is dead and you are in total peace, walking in the Spirit. Then if you don't go back to church for a while, the Holy Ghost & word that fell on you begans to leave you. And you notice, that the things around you are once again making you, nerveous, upset, things are driving you crasy, the pressures of life are closing in and you just can't take it. So you must hurry and get back to church, where you know you can get rid of all these pressures. And once again the Lord will let it rain on you again. The Lord lets it rain on you, so you will repent and come back to him. For sometimes people don't realize they are backslide, due to false teachings in the churches. They think they are suppose to be depressed and burdened down all week and come to church and get relief. If you tell them they are backslide they will want to hang you.. Prov.24:30 thru 34..I went by the field of the slothful, and by the vineyard of the of the man void of understanding. 31..And, lo, it was all grown over with thorns, and nettles had covered the face thereof (the fleshly man resurrected, and all the pressures of live crowding out the Spirit of God), and the stone wall thereof was broken down.(the wall of the Holy Ghost that protects and keeps the enemy out). Matt. 25: the five foolish virgins which had no oil in their vessels, to lazy to work, pray, read, fast, push, press, into that secret place of the most high...But those that are lazy and want work will be lost in the end... John 6:66..From that time many of his disciples went back, and walked no more with him. They only wanted the blessings and when Jesus told them how and what they must do to get his life in them, they turned back..Not willing to lose their natural life (passions and desires of flesh) to obtain a better life (peace, joy, etc) they wanted them both, their will and his will, but it want work. You must love one and hate the other.. Thats is what new church age, thats coming in teaches. And their new bibles, teaches you that you can have his will, while never giving up your will. All the young christians needs to be enlighten to this, and how not to draw back into perdition. For long as they pray, there is not a devil in hell can defeat them. But if they are not taught this they will draw back into Egypt, (sin, bondage). And will slowly backslide, the old man once again resurrected. All you have to do if you are slowful, which is backslide, is to turn your face to the wall and start praying and do your first works over. He is married to the backslider and will take you back with open arms, but dont' cross the line. When you trample his grace and mercy to many times, by being stiff necked and rebellious. You can cross the line..of no return. Always remember when you hear people say, "we use to"..that is saying to you, whether they realize it or not, that they have backslide. And how can anyone that has fallen from what they use to do, which was being lead by the spirit, preaching and helping the people. But now they are standing in the way, they ain't in and keeping the ones that would come in, to not be able too... Gal. 2:14..If thou being a Jew, livest after the manner of Gentiles, and not as do the Jews why compellest thou the Gentiles to live as do the jews? FOR IF YOU BECOME SLOWFUL AND STOP PRAYING AND BEING LEAD BY HIS SPIRIT, YOU ARE BACKSLIDEN. They say we use to pray and God would send us here and there and show us who is sick and send us to them. This is just one example. Then if you are not doing it now, then you have fallen from GRACE and trying to serve God under the LAW..which is doing it in the flesh. But everyone wants their ears tickled, by saying God understands. How do I know this, because I use to be in a backslide condition and thought I was ok..And if you told me that I was backslide I would have blowed up. When your back is to the wall and you are under pressure, what is in you will come out. And if the old man has resurrected then the old man will blow up. If the old man is dead, he want rise back up no matter the pressure he is under. When I was backslide and thought I was ok, when enough pressure was put on me, I would fight you, (blow up). What was in would come out..and I couldn't understand why I did that and would repent. But I just didn't understand that I had fallen from grace and was trying within my self. Children there is so many deceitful spirits out there that, can make us think we are right when we are not. We have got to get ahold of the horns of the alter and our bible and make sure we are right, our soul is at stake. 2 Cor. 13:5..Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates? We can't believe every Tom, Dick and Harry that gets in the pulpits and excites us by hooping and howlings. It's how we walk when we hit the ground and all the shouting is over. For it rains on the just and the unjust.