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God chastens those he loves

Sometimes chastening seems hard, because your flesh wants to hear flattering words. You want to hear someone say, God understands and loves you and will help you. Which is true but, He sends his word to help you. And it don't flatter, it speaks the truth. You must obey and apply it to your life for it to work..Do you flatter when you are trying to train your child, from the diapers. You may give them a sucker when they do well. Same way God does, he gives you a blessing, when you try..You are doing it in love, not hate, for you are doing the best for that child. The hardest part is getting them to obey you..That is what the hard word is trying to do, it is to shield you from all the flurstations of life. He is wanting you to find that rest in him. To where he will carry all your burdens, instead of you carrying them. For you cannot carry them, you will fall under the load..For that is why he died on the cross, and sent back his Spirit. To be a comforter, leader, guide. It teaches us how to weather the storms in him, not trying to do it in our flesh.

We start out well, saved filled with God's love. Loving, everybody, wanting all to be saved, you find no fault with no one, will worship everywhere any where. No respect of persons. All is the same to you, black, white, brown, red, yellow. You have just gotten saved and filled with his love. Which is awesome and cannot find words to describe his love.

Then usually the church world (religion)..begans to mold and teach you and will confine you to their four walls of the church tradition(prison)..they don't teach you how to find that hiding place and stay safe and secure from all the vicious wolves, that are out to devire and destroy you, with absolutely no mercy. You began to get slowful and lose your first love, your load and way becomes hard. You are starving to death in the dead church, which has no joy, love, peace, burden for souls. But they are stone faced, no smile, mean looking, their miserable, tormented, burdened down, sad, you name it they have it. Their burden for the lost is gone, all they do is teach their doctrines and sing Lord help me make it through. They become like a statue all painted up, with their long robes, and their set of rules a mile long. Some of the most vicious people that I have ever meet has been in these religious churches. They look at you like they could kill you if you don't abide by their church traditions. You soon become just like them, you start judging, condemning, become luke warm, lose your love & vision. You go in err and become stagnant, like an old frog pond covered over with green. You're good for nothing in the Kingdom of God. All you do is carry a ball bat to kill everyone you see, that don't abide by your church and your preachers rules. Man made traditions that make, the word of God of none effect.
I can understand why some turns to the churches where they allow anything to go, intertainment, games, dead letter, they don't have the anointing and neither do you. So at least they are good friendly people that will treat you like you are somebody, instead of a dog. They make you feel like you are a part of their family. They are kind, thoughtful, outgoing. They go partly naked, but Hey this seems better, than the self righteous bunch that has, beaten you to death with their ball bats, having all that long hair and long dresses. So maybe God don't care for us to go partly naked..You have become so discouraged under them, that anything seems good to you. For you have a LOVING HEART THAT WANTS TO SERVE GOD...how do I know, because I been down that road. I don't know many roads that I have not been down.
But beloved children of God. Neither one of these roads are right.

THE RIGHT ROAD IS..Go way back and find your first love. The anointing of God will come back in your life. Turning around and doing your first works over. Drawing nigh to him and he will draw nigh to you..And go real slow this time. Allowing God to lead, guide, convict your heart, if you are doing anything wrong. If your clothes, hair, makeup, jewelery, what ever don't please God he, will let you know, it's between you and him, not people. It's a personal relationship, a marriage. You and Christ, it is holy and sacred, don't allow people in your marriage. I don't allow them in my marriage nor, in my marriage with Jesus. They are both personal, no one elses business..If He don't condemn you, forget people. Work out your on salvation with fear and trembling. Refuse to go any direction, until first you seek the Lord about it. Keeping your love & relationship with God, this time, making sure you keep Him first in your life. Guarding it with your life, allowing nothing to come between you and him. Just like a natural marriage. Keeping your joy, love, peace, etc. If you notice & feel something is trying to take it. You notice you don't feel so peaceful, joyful, then run to your prayer closet and start praying. Allowing the Holy Ghost to remove what ever is coming again you and your husband (Jesus). Planting, discord, wrong feelings, making you not want to talk, (pray) to your husband (Jesus) just like a natural marriage..You must learn to fight, by praying through, until you can once again feel you joy, peace come back, nothing between you and your husband (Jesus)..You have a loving relationship again. People get jealeous when you have a perfect loving marriage in the natural. They want to cause trouble, because they have a rotten marriage. They do the same in the church world. They become jealeous if you have a loving relationship with Jesus, carrying his anointing. They will sow discord, deceit, envy, strife, busybody, through the church and people..what ever they can do to spoil that love you have..BE ALERT, WATCH..don't go to sleep... don't allow them to spoil your marriage with Jesus or your husband.

I know people probably get tired and weary of hearing me preach this. But to me 99 percent of the people are in this condition. We are surely in the, LAODICEAN CHURCH AGE..Rev.3:14..
If you are chosen of God, he has got to get you too, come out of her my people and be not partakers of her sins..Harlot Churches.. And be conformed into his image. Which is not religious (tradition)long robes, nor half naked worldly churches. But it is the CHURCH OF THE LIVING GOD..where you are clothed with his righteousness, which is by faith, not works. And walking in his Spirit..Gal.I live yet not I, but I live by the faith of the son of God. Keeping your FIRST LOVE A MUST..without it you are a sounding brass and a tinkling symbol..I can listen to someone preach and just in a few seconds and can tell, whether they have their first love. For I want to hold my ears, to the sounding brass and tinkling symbols, even if they are preaching the right things..Some want to hold on to Jesus with one hand and the world with the other hand.. You have got to let one go. For you cannot serve God and mammon.. For God is a jealeous husband and if you let anything come between you and him it is spiritual adultery..

Why babies turn back to Egypt

When you are a baby in Christ and have not developed your senses to discern between right and wrong. These evil spirits prey on you and try to over power and yoke you back up, to become a slave once again to them (sin). But they can't if you stay dedicated and prayed up..Their purpose is to deceive and cause you to draw back..They prey on the young that has not reached the Sonship (mature). This is not talking about young people, in the natural, but young in the Lord. Which you could be 90 and be a baby in Christ, if you have just been born again.. Prov 7:7.. And beheld among the simple ones, I discerned among the youths, a young man void of understanding,.. Mature Christians, which is sons of God, walk totally in the Spirit, allowing the Holy Ghost to keep their flesh totally dead, they have journeyed through the wilderness and made it to Caana. In other words, they have allowed the Holy Ghost to crusify their flesh totally. As the Holy Ghost purifies and gets all the impurities, out of us as, we yield to him daily in prayer & reading his word. We have to have his word opened up to us, as well to be able to see. With out the word to guide us, we will get off course, for we will be walking in the dark and lose our way, listening to the wrong voices. The word shines a light on the darkness (wrong voices) and lets you see they are lying to you..His light is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path..When you become mature.... Gal.5:24. You then are out of boot camp and ready for the real war. You have been praying and allowing the Holy Ghost to get all the impurites out of you. Not allowing your flesh will to cause you, to draw back from staying dedicated. You have continued to pray and allowed the Holy Ghost to, get all the flesh nature out of you and come through each battle with love..Keeping the love of God, not allowing nothing to spoil that love..by causing you to have bad feelings in your heart. Praying in the Spirit has allowed God to keep all these weeds out of your garden (heart). For your job is to pray, then God does the purifing..So now you can hold the anointing, when put through the fires (pressures) you want crack. Which means your flesh is dead and want blow up and curse, under pressure or draw back and say whats the use, when the battle gets hard. You refuse to allow anything to come between you and God. For if the devil takes your love, by causing you to draw back from praying, then you are seprated from God, for God is love. After you reach a mature age in Christ. You will be bold as a lion yet harmless as a dove..You have learned the secret, your part is staying dedicated and God does the rest. He does what you can't do..You are now ready to fight in the Spiritual War. To break the yokes, cast out devils, heal the sick, carry out the signs..And they that are Christ have crusified the flesh with the affections and lusts. Your flesh has been through the fires and the old man is totally dead, you have passed all the tests, by staying dedicated and allowing the Holy Ghost to totally crusify your flesh will. In other words, you have been lied on, mistreated, forsaken, tempted, tried, abused, cursed out, run off, put out of the churches. And you still prayed and allowed the Holy Ghost to take all feelings, of your flesh out of you, crusifying them and taking them away instead of fighting back...The Holy Ghost keep the love in your heart, which was impossible for you to do. Your job was yielding to the Holy Ghost, swollowing you pride and allowing God to remove them. And he did, replacing your flesh feeling which would be, revenge, fighting back, pride, hurt etc., taking all these feelings away and putting love in there..You have learned the tactics of war and how to put the whole armor on..You cannot fight in a war without the armor, you will be shot down soon as, you come in contact with the enemy. You may have scares and bruses but, you are still walking in the Spirit. They (who walk in the Spirit) are guided totally by the word of God..He directs their paths as they pray and read his word, receiving it by revelation, not their carnal mind..They have been trained and molded and know how to fight in the war and know what to do to prepare their selves before, they go on the front lines in battle (against saten). Yielded and overpowered is two different things. The churches are not teaching young christians how to fight in the war and they become discouraged, defeated and then turn back to Egypt..Due to lack of knowledge. Because they figure it is better to return back to Egypt, than to die in a dead, cold, religious church, that is half dead, plucked up by the roots..No Holy Ghost power to free and keep them from their sickness, flustrations, heartackes, etc..When you first get saved you have power over the devils. The mistake you make is not dying daily, and the church don't teach this, cause they are not doing it, their selves. You cannot have victory over devils in the flesh nature. And you must learn , that each day you wake up, you must pray first thing and allow the Holy Ghost to crusify your flesh and walk in his nature (unless of course there is a death, or something like that to hinder you), if there is God will keep you, you have been storing up plenty of food in the barn and it will keep you in hard times. But under normal circumstances, if you don't do this you are drawing back..For you are no match for the devil. You must read the word, to guide your foot steps, with out this you will be defeated by the enemy. Because flesh cannot discern right from wrong. In other words flesh can't see with the Spiritual eyes to be able to tell, whether it is saten or God talking to them..(lies or truth). Remember Eve in the garden, saten used the word but was off somewhat. Saten will add a little poison in it. He will do everything, use any body, every trick in the book, to get you off course. If he can get you to, draw back and stop praying and reading or get you to not do it, so much. Because as long as you pray and read, stay dedicated, that Holy Ghost wall is up. But if that wall is broken down, due to slowfulness, then the enemy can get past the wall and to you. And he will began to torment you, and you will be in bondage once again to the ways of the flesh (sin)..Long as that wall is up he has to bind the strong man (Holy Ghost wall) and there is no way he can bind Jesus..If you stop praying and draw back get slowful. Then he's got you. You will become religious and trying to serve God in your flesh. Gal. 5:1. Stand fast therfore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage ( in bondage and slavery to sin, the old man). You will start feeding flesh desires. Which is, pleasure, fun, games, giving God ten minutes a day, with a dead prayer and reading his word. And anything can cause you to stop praying. All the devil has to do is move on someone to call you on the phone and you stop your dead prayer and answer it. God don't mean no more to you than, missing a phone call..Then you go back to church walking in misery, sadness, defeat, whats the use, and singing, Oh how I love Jesus. And except the Lord to rain down his blessings on you, for you say, "God understands and knows my heart". Then you are fallen from grace verse 4. Christ is become of no effect to you, whosoever of you are justified by the law, yea are fallen from grace. Which means you are not walking in the Spirit. You are trying to serve God in the flesh, like they did under the old law. Thats why you are miserable and yielding to ever spirit that comes your way. You are not walking in his nature, peace, joy, faith, temperance, etc. You are walking in the flesh, (old law) and you have your nature back, which is hate, defeat, depression, flustrations, bearing your on load, which is broken hearts, sadness, envy, strifes, etc. Religion that is preaching smooth things, to entertain your flesh is, what you will go after. For they will tell you that God understands, he cares, and don't mind for you sinning a little, because after all you are just human. And God understands why I'm depressed, heartbroked, lonely, sad, it's ok to be that way.. Or will try to teach you how, to get rid of these feelings yourself..When God made a way for you to escape all these things. To deliver you from all your flesh nature and walk in his nature, where there is no flesh feelings. For you are crusified and buried with him. You are in perfect peace and joy. But the secret to staying that way, is one simple recipe, STAYING DEDICATED.. Eph.4:14,15..That we henceforth be no more children, tossed to and fro, and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the sleight of men, and cunning craftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive; But speaking the truth in love, may grow up into him in all things which is the head, even Christ;
The church is not teaching the young ones how to fight, so the fleshly minded churches is changing the KJV into the NKJV or the NIV, so everyone can understand the Bible, in their carnal mind. The KJV is wrote as the Holy Ghost moved upon the anointed vessels to hid it from the carnal minds. This is the great thing about the Bible (KJV), because it can only be revealed by revelation, to those who seek and search for it with all their hearts. It is hid to them that are lose. These new bibles will send your soul to hell, cause they are rewrote by carnal minds. They will tell you that they had the help of some of the greatest professors, scholars, of our time, to make it look really big to the natural man. They have worked on it, to interpet it, giving you a carnal meaning, so you can better understand it. The new bible will teach you how to live for God, in your own power..You must live by the faith of the Son of God..It takes you totally off course, if you read the road map wrong, you will end up in the wrong place. And the new bibles will get you off course and send you to a place, that is called hell..
Real salvation is the most wonderful life that anyone can ever obtain. But to obtain it and walk in total peace, joy, love in the Holy Ghost, you must learn how to obtain it. To have this you must allow the Holy Ghost to keep your flesh crusified daily. A little leaven, leaventh the whole lump..If the old man is not crusified daily, it will raise up and fight back, with it's old sinful nature..If you want to learn more, find an example that is living it, not just preaching it. They have all the leaven out, they are dead to the flesh..You watch their lives and know that they are victorious in Christ, walking in the Spirit, having power over all devils. They are not depressed, discouraged, sad, unkind, unthankful, unholy, hateful, manifesting the works of the flesh, which is listed in Gal. 5;19..But they have learned after praying through, they get rid of all these spirits and works of the flesh, and everything that exalts itself against the power of God, by praying through daily... these things are cast down by the power of God. You then can do what you are suppose to do, without any hinderances which is, working in the harvest, a burden for the lost. And if you have a burden for the lost it is not in an outward appearance, wanting to be seen by man. Like just clothing, feeding the hungry, witnessing in dead letter, which most of it is being done this way. But the real burden is laying down your life, allowing the Holy Ghost to crusify your flesh and walking in the Spirit. And he will then anoint you, to break the yokes, and set the people free. It's good to feed the hungry and clothe the naked, we are suppose too, but you must die daily to feed them spiritual food, breaking the yokes, and to save a soul from hell you must do it through and by the Holy Ghost, (this is love). For no man can come to the father, except the Spirit draw him. And how can it draw them if you are dead, cold and religious. Being to lazy to pray & read, if you don't do this then you are cold, dead, backslide. A form of godliness denying the power thereof. 11 Tim. 3:5..verse 6..explains why they rap and seduce the women in churches or women secucing the men and running off with them. They are ever learning and never coming to the knowledge of the truth (which is the whole word of God) not just one little revelation, that you have built your church on. One church is built on miracles. One is built on God head, deity of christ..One on babtism. One on a prophet. One on signs. One on this, one on that and when you go to their church, that is all they preach and know. I get tired of beans every day don't you. After so long they would make me vomit, even though I love beans..The bible is a big book, with differnt food daily. We must eat the whole book..
These revelations alone want keep you. You have got to learn how to fight in the war. We are in a spirital war and the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through (God ) to the pulling down of strong, holds; Young christians need to be shielded by the church, until they reach the Sonship (mature). Teaching them how to stay victorious & to learn how to continue on in the Spirit, not being deceived by the wiles of the devil.
Slowful christians when they come to church and the Holy Ghost falls on them and they are fed the word, it will keep them for a few days. It will eventually lift off them... Falling on you and having it in you is two different things. When you leave church you are flying high in the Spirit realm. It has fallen on you from those who obtain it, and it has killed your flesh nature. All the yokes have been broken off you...Nothing bothers you, even though, everything is the same, you go back to work in the same old mess, your family is still arguing and fighting. But it don't bother you cause, you are in that secret place, walking in the anointing (Spirit), your flesh dead. Life is wonderful and beautiful. You don't get nerveous, upset, your flesh is dead and you are in total peace, walking in the Spirit. Then if you don't go back to church for a while, the Holy Ghost & word that fell on you begans to leave you. And you notice, that the things around you are once again making you, nerveous, upset, things are driving you crasy, the pressures of life are closing in and you just can't take it. So you must hurry and get back to church, where you know you can get rid of all these pressures. And once again the Lord will let it rain on you again. The Lord lets it rain on you, so you will repent and come back to him. For sometimes people don't realize they are backslide, due to false teachings in the churches. They think they are suppose to be depressed and burdened down all week and come to church and get relief. If you tell them they are backslide they will want to hang you.. Prov.24:30 thru 34..I went by the field of the slothful, and by the vineyard of the of the man void of understanding. 31..And, lo, it was all grown over with thorns, and nettles had covered the face thereof (the fleshly man resurrected, and all the pressures of live crowding out the Spirit of God), and the stone wall thereof was broken down.(the wall of the Holy Ghost that protects and keeps the enemy out). Matt. 25: the five foolish virgins which had no oil in their vessels, to lazy to work, pray, read, fast, push, press, into that secret place of the most high...But those that are lazy and want work will be lost in the end... John 6:66..From that time many of his disciples went back, and walked no more with him. They only wanted the blessings and when Jesus told them how and what they must do to get his life in them, they turned back..Not willing to lose their natural life (passions and desires of flesh) to obtain a better life (peace, joy, etc) they wanted them both, their will and his will, but it want work. You must love one and hate the other.. Thats is what new church age, thats coming in teaches. And their new bibles, teaches you that you can have his will, while never giving up your will. All the young christians needs to be enlighten to this, and how not to draw back into perdition. For long as they pray, there is not a devil in hell can defeat them. But if they are not taught this they will draw back into Egypt, (sin, bondage). And will slowly backslide, the old man once again resurrected. All you have to do if you are slowful, which is backslide, is to turn your face to the wall and start praying and do your first works over. He is married to the backslider and will take you back with open arms, but dont' cross the line. When you trample his grace and mercy to many times, by being stiff necked and rebellious. You can cross the line..of no return. Always remember when you hear people say, "we use to"..that is saying to you, whether they realize it or not, that they have backslide. And how can anyone that has fallen from what they use to do, which was being lead by the spirit, preaching and helping the people. But now they are standing in the way, they ain't in and keeping the ones that would come in, to not be able too... Gal. 2:14..If thou being a Jew, livest after the manner of Gentiles, and not as do the Jews why compellest thou the Gentiles to live as do the jews? FOR IF YOU BECOME SLOWFUL AND STOP PRAYING AND BEING LEAD BY HIS SPIRIT, YOU ARE BACKSLIDEN. They say we use to pray and God would send us here and there and show us who is sick and send us to them. This is just one example. Then if you are not doing it now, then you have fallen from GRACE and trying to serve God under the LAW..which is doing it in the flesh. But everyone wants their ears tickled, by saying God understands. How do I know this, because I use to be in a backslide condition and thought I was ok..And if you told me that I was backslide I would have blowed up. When your back is to the wall and you are under pressure, what is in you will come out. And if the old man has resurrected then the old man will blow up. If the old man is dead, he want rise back up no matter the pressure he is under. When I was backslide and thought I was ok, when enough pressure was put on me, I would fight you, (blow up). What was in would come out..and I couldn't understand why I did that and would repent. But I just didn't understand that I had fallen from grace and was trying within my self. Children there is so many deceitful spirits out there that, can make us think we are right when we are not. We have got to get ahold of the horns of the alter and our bible and make sure we are right, our soul is at stake. 2 Cor. 13:5..Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates? We can't believe every Tom, Dick and Harry that gets in the pulpits and excites us by hooping and howlings. It's how we walk when we hit the ground and all the shouting is over. For it rains on the just and the unjust.

When your eyes become his eyes

Are you on the end side looking out or on the out side looking in?
When the word gets inside of you and looks through your eyes. All things are naked and open to the word of God. Heb. 4:12,13.
When the word is in you by revelation and he looks through your eyes. All things are open and naked unto his eyes. For the word of God is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart. So men can fool us, but they cannot fool the word of God in us. This is very hurtful to our flesh man, when God lets us see people for what they really are. Cause our flesh wants to confident and believe everyone. And when the word looks through our eyes and see's the intents of their hearts and we have to stand again them. Its hurtful and those who don't have the eyes of the word in them, that is standing on the ourside looking in, instead of standing of the inside looking out. Misunderstands us and thinks we're being judgemental and don't have charity. True charity which is God fights against all deceit and lies of the devil. Whether they are decieved (gone in err), (by not keeping your eyes on Jesus & listening to his still small voice). The blind that think they are right because they cannot see, by revelation, they just read the scriptures, not really understanding them. And there is the deceivers which know the truth, because they have received it by revelation and has drawed back unto perdition (sin). They once walked with God but have backslide and covering up their sins, while still preaching. The deceivers are harder for those who don't have the word in them to detect. Because they are preaching the truth, yet have their sins hide from everyone..The babies because they can't understand, thinks you're being cruel and hurting people. You must stand for the truth no matter what the cost. Many people are compromising because they don't want to hurt no one. The pruning process sometimes will hurt, but it causes the honest hearts toward God to do some soul searching because they love God and don't want to be lost.

Standing on the out side looking in or standing on the inside looking out.

1Cor.12:31..But covet earnestly the best gifts; and yet shew I unto you a more excellent way.
Baby christians cannot understand mature ministers of God, they sometimes think we are mean and hateful, when the word comes out of us. Because when you are a baby you cannot discern between good and evil. Hebrews 5:14.. But strong meat belongeth to them that are of full age, even those who by reason of use have their senses exercised to discern both good and evil. They are full of love and know only the scriptures of blessings and deliverance. Which that is wonderful, we all are filled with them. But when you become of full age and the Lord molds and makes you. You will have to start fighting in the war.
Jer. 1:10..I have set thee over the nations and over the kingdoms, to root out, and to pull down, and to destroy, and to throw down, to build, and to plant. When God begans to use you to come against sin in the churches, in preachers, christians, etc., you cannot allow your pity to interfer, if you give in to pity or fear you will be compromising. You have to allow the Holy Ghost to keep your flesh crusified, to keep from allowing your pity to take over. Not wanting to hurt no one. Love which is God, which is the word, corrects, prunes, crusifies our flesh desires, and gets the worldly pleasures out of us . Gets and keeps all the lies and deceit out of us. Removes the traditions taught by man that will lead us to hell.

Ezekiel 9:5..go ye after him through the city, and smite; let not your eyes spare, neither have ye pity.
Isa, 58:1..Cry loud, spare not, lift up thy voice like a trumpet, and show my people their transgressions, and the house of Jacob their sins.
If you allow your pity to take over, then you will be causing them to continue in err. Love speaks the truth. For the truth is all that will save us from the wiles of the devil, which is deceit, lies..

2 Chronicles 14:3..And Asa did that which was good and right in the eyes of the Lord his God:
3. For he took away the altars of the strange gods, and the high places and brake down the images, and cut down the groves;
4. And commanded Judah to seek the Lord God of their fathers, and to do the law and the commandment.
5. Also he took away out of all the cities of Judah the high places and the images;
You probably would have thought he was mean...We must keep the pulpits clean and tare down the images of baal also. The harlot system dancing around their golden calf.
People looking through natural, carnal eyes instead of eyes of the Spirit, will think you are being mean and unmerciful. So will a lot of the baby christians that can't see or understand yet.
No pity, he obeyed the Lord. If you don't obey the Lord, then you will be drawing back. Disobedience is unbelief, not obeying God. Remember the children of Isreal, how that God delivered them out of Egypt and later destroyed them for their unbelief..And remember Sodom and Noah how God warned them before he destroyed them. He will always lovingly, gentle, try to warn you before he brings judgement. If we don't obey then judgement will follow. Disobedience will cause God to allow the enemy to take you in bondage and defeat you. He never fought for the children of Isreal when they disobeyed him, but he allowed the enemy to defeat them. For if the Lord don't fight for you the enemy will destroy you.
The point I am trying to make is that we must preach the truth and not compromise. We cannot have pity, but fully obey God. Pity will hurt the people and destroy them in the long run, by sending their souls to hell.. Saul would not obey God, trying to please the people and God allowed the enemy to kill him. A lot of people only preach the good things of God, for they know that people don't want to hear the correction and rebuke of God. They compromise to keep from hurting the people. We must obey God then, pray to keep our flesh pity out of it. For God kills the same as he gives life. Remember the flood in Noah's day. Remember Sodom, he burned with fire. Remember how he opened up the earth and destroyed some. Remember Saul for his disobedience, he wanted to please the people and God rent the kingdom from him and gave it to David. So many more God destroyed for their unbelief, and refuse to obey him.
2 Cor. 6:16..I will walk in them and talk in them.
Ex 14:24..And God looked through the clouds and took Pharoah's wheels off his Charoit.
He is now walking inside of us looking through our eyes.
Heb. 4:12,13..his word is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart. Neither is there any creature that is not manifest in his sight; but all things are naked and opened unto Him.
If his word is in us then it is a discerner of the intents of mens hearts, no one can fool him, they can fool us but not him. When they get out of his word and speak things that the word does not mean the word knows it, even if we don't. You will have a draw back or something just isn't right but you don't know what it is. And later the Holy Ghost will start opening it up to you, if you are dedicated. Babies can't discern between right and wrong. When ministers, wolves, preach false doctrine, they can't discern that it is wrong, they will drink what ever someone puts in their bottle. They are very trusting, seeing no evil or poison in the milk. Thats why new born babies must stay at the feet of Jesus until, they are fully developed. How will you know when you are ready? God is our mother and father and believe me you will know. He molds, makes, teaches, trains us. He does the same as our natural mothers, when we are being potty trained, learning to walk, on milk then on solid foods. He don't kill us when we make a mistake, he takes us through the same thing over and over, until we are able to go to the potty on our on, eat on our on, etc. If we have a willing heart and want to walk with him. He also has the five fold ministry to help us until we grow up. Then we can help the other babies grow up..But he rejects the disobedient and stiffnecked if they continue in their rebellion. As Saul, he is a great example of disobeying God. He wanted to half do it. But we must do it all, God's way. When God tells us to do something, we must not allow our flesh to start reasoning with it. Obey and do it, don't try to figure it out, just do it. Don't allow your flesh to talk you out of it, through pity or what ever. For God's ways are not our ways and his thoughts are not our thoughts. If God says to delete someone off your page, delete it. If their wife is a little to naked and they don't have their house in order, just obey God. You wouldn't want some one to think that you uphold them if they are out of order. If you don't obey you may cause someone to go astray. The minister's wife should button up as well as the minster, this is just one example there are many more. You have to watch over your field not allow the enemy to plant tares in it. God bless and peace to all the saints. I pray all men will pray and seek God, for God loves all his creation, but we must all come through the door there is no short cuts.

Man looketh on the outward appearance

For the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart. Then Samuel took the horn of oil, and anointed him in the midst of his brethren; 1 Samuel 16..

People want to use this scripture and get by with doing whatever their flesh will desires to do..This is not what the scripture means. The carnal mind cannot have the understanding of the word of God. It takes the Holy Ghost inside us to reveal his word.

David's father no doubt, was thinking that God would pick one of his son's that was strong, skilled, able to fight and lead God's people. But God usually calls the unqualified and then qualifies them. For if this was not so, man would vaunt themselves against God, saying, mine own hand hath saved me.. But God does it in a way too where he will get... See More the glory, instead of man. Like Gideon with the three hundred men and David against Goliath. There was no way possible that these men, could conquer the enemy, they had no training in the natural army, they were absolutely not qualified and were put in an impossible situation. And God used them to win the battle, showing his self strong, in a way to where everyone would know that it was the hand of God.. Same as someone that is called to preach. Most people would pick a man that could speak well, and had the makings of a leader. God usually always picks someone that can't talk, can't lead, has no ability at all for the job. So he can train, mold and make them, so he can get the glory..also read 1 Cor.12;31 & 1 Cor. 13:10..I will continue to write this later..also a the scripture keeps bringing to me through the night as I lay and commune upon my bed with God.
"standing on the out side looking in and standing on the inside looking out..to be continued later..

Want power with God then stop compromising

God will not allow me to let women or men that want button up their blouses & shirts or show their self in anyway with that Cain spirit in my pulpit or on my channel or facebook, trying to preach. Nor will he allow me to let someone that is fully clothed and has a dogmatic spirit, using a ball bat, preach. They must be fully clothed and with the right spirit. This includes me as well. Let God's word be true and every man a liar. It's time we clean up the pulpits, so that sinners can be saved. They will never be saved compromising the word, and trying to tickle men ears. If your husband or wife will not come subject to the word, then set them in order and continue to obey God. For you cannot have it your way and God's way. The word that comes out of your mouth will seprate you, and they will leave you..No matter how kind you are they will leave, most of them anyway..especially unruly men and women that try to preach and cover up their evil ways (flesh nature)..This is where most preachers compromise, for they had rather have their husband or wife than God. So they compromise.. If you clean up your pulpits, & your homes, you will be extremely hated and despised. They that please man cannot please God. For the flesh and the Spirit are at odds..As Moses was wrath when he come down off the mount, and said all that is on the Lord's side !! Some want all honey and no correction. But we must have it both, to be a son. If not we are bastards. Most all preachers are wanting to please people. If my husband want except the word of God then he will just have to leave and stay gone, for I will not compromise for him or none of my family. Then people will say you are a bad husband or wife, no you are standing for the word and if the unbeliever wants to depart let him depart. You can even be married to a minister and them leave you when you want compromise for them. And they will continue to preach or what ever, but be out of the will of God. And be standing in the way of sinners. I don't want blood on my hands. I am standing for the truth this time if all men forsake me. If my husband which is an, evangelist & missionary, if he want come subject to God's will, and starts walking in his flesh will, then he will walk without me. For I am obeying & being led by God, not his flesh will or my flesh will, but God's will..If we both are led by the Spirit of God then we will be in harmony. If not we will be in discord, and a house divided cannot stand.. And you will be tried by every word of God. The husbandman must first be partakers of the fruit that he preaches..LOVE, which is God has to stand for the word, for God is his word..AND HE DOES NOT LIE OR COMPROMISE, FOR HE WOULD BE COMING AGAIN HIS SELF. REAL LOVE SPEAKS AND STANDS FOR THE TRUTH.. The real word brings sepration, devision, slander, extremely hatred, fought against. Remember Jesus and the deciples, and prophets of old, they were extremely hated. They never won a popularity contest. Are you willing to forsake all and your own will as well, if not you cannot be his disciple. You can abide in the secret place of the most high, only if you are willing to go all the way with him. But most turn back when the popularity contest is over and they start compromising to please men or family. And end up wondering in the wilderness like the children of Isreal, and preaching their dead sermons, building their kingdoms here on earth instead of God Spiritual Kingdom. God's kingdom is preaching the word with signs following. If signs are not following you, then most likely you are in the wrong kingdom. There is no power of God in the churches & christians, due to so much COMPROMISING. They have sold their birthright. When you speak the word and family and friends, brethren hate and seprate themselves from you, then you must take all your pain and heartackes to the Lord, for it will tare your heart out. But God is greater than your pain and heartackes, if you will stay with him, he will lift your heartackes and pain and it will be as though it never happen. How do I know, because I have been tried by this and I am living proof..You just might win your family, friends, brethren to the Lord in the long run. But if you compromise for them then you will be lost and cause them to be lost by compromising and making them believe a lie. This is the real cross ARE YOU WILLING TO DIE SO OTHERS MIGHT LIVE. This is real love, that a man will lay down his life for his brother. DO YOU REALLY WANT THE ANOINTING TO SET THE CAPTIVE FREE, THEN IT WILL COST YOU EVERYTHING. Your will must become his will. How can a man rule the house of God if he can't even rule his natural house, he can't, there is no way. You must set your house in order. Your wife must button up, dress right and stop bringing a reproach to the house of God. If a preacher is preaching to me and I see his wife's blouse lowered below her adams apple, then he don't have his house in order. When he gets his house in order and stop compromising for his wife, family and friends by letting them show it, then and only then will he have power over the devil and rule in God Kingdom

Don't be a foolish virgin

The Holy Ghost taught me to cover up my nakness, so whats the problem with 99 percent of the church world that is going half naked & sexey in the pulpits. It wouldn't be fair for God to allow one and not the other to do something. See someone is serving the anti-christ god, where anything goes. But with Jesus, the real Holy God anything don't go.

However, you can dress modest and; be just as bad as the one that dresses half naked in the pulpits, with no Holy Ghost fire. What good is a clean polished car that has a dead battery, no fire to start it. We must have them both, modesty & Holy Ghost fire or we will be like the 5 foolish virgins.

There was a time that I refuse to look and dress like my profile picture because, most of the woman with holiness standards had; self righteous spirits, thought they were better than anyone else, no love, no mercy, they made you feel like you were good for nothing and that they had saved God. They want speak to you when you come to their churches... See More. They look at you like you have some kind of a disease. They run the honest hearted people off that love God, because they don't look to please them. They are standing in the door and want let no one else in. They are whited sepulchres, which appear beautiful outward, but are within full of dead mens bones & all uncleanness...they are full of hypocrisy and iniquity. Scribes & Pharisees, hypocrites. They love the praise of men with their long robes. I have been a victum of these self righteous hyocrites, that destroyed me when I was young and innocent. You can read my webpage. It has took me long time to ever conform to the image that God has wanted me to be, because I didn't want to look like the people that had been so evil and mean to me. But when you draw close to God, you realize that there is wolves in sheeps clothing and when people are around you they can feel the love of God and and realize that you are not like them. I have made up my mind to please God this time around all. All I can say is, to the church world is, "HEY DEVIL I'M BACK".. I'm not young and innocent this time, I have been through hell and back and am now ready to fight a good fight, stand for holiness, WITH LOVE, and help those that have lost their way by evening wolves and to reach the lost. If the church want except me, it want stop me. For there are streets, jails, prisons, where ever you can reach people. I am ready to live or die FOR THE GOSPEL OF OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST..if my husband, family, brethren, forsake me I will continue on. I don't have to have mans approval only God's...I have been in the dessert like Paul, receiving the word of God. You cannot just speak these words that I am saying with zeal, but you must and will be tired by them, to see if you will truly forsake all. How do I know, cause I have been tried by them & come through the fires. We cannot just have the Spirit, but we must have the REVELATION of his word. The deciples had the word, being with Jesus and had to wait for the Holy Ghost. Paul received the Holy Ghost but didn't have the word, so he had to go in the wilderness till he got it..We must have them both. When they received them both they were ready to die for the gospel, but not until. Because the Spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.. Peter denied Jesus before he received both, word & Holy Ghost power, & so will we. For the Spirit moved over the deep in the beginning, but nothing happened until God SAID..it took Spirit moving and the Word speaking, both working together. Both together is what casts the devils out. When God speaks (word) backed up by the Holy Ghost all hell trembles..It's time to go in the wilderness and get the revelation of God's word and be filled with his Spirit. Forgetting the churches, what we been taught and let the Holy Ghost teach us. A mocking bird of someone else's ministry is dead, even though it is the truth. It must be burned in side of us by the Holy Ghost fire. The more word you get by revelation, the bigger God growns inside you. This is the key to the power of God. The word, spirit & name.

Religious Pimps

HARLOT CHURCHES HAS RELIGIOUS PIMPS (PREACHERS), THAT ARE LAZY DOGS, THAT CAN'T BARK. HOW HE SUPPORTS HIS CHURCH (HIS EARTHLY KINGDOM HE IS BUILDING), FOR HIS SELF GAIN, NOT GOD'S KINGDOM. HE SENDS HIS SHEEP OUT TO HAVE CAR WASHES, BAKE SALES, YARD SALES. HE DRIVES & EATS THE BEST. WHATS THE SHEEP EATING?
A PIMP IN THE NATURAL IS TO SORRY TO WORK, SO HE HAS WOMEN EARN AND SUPPORT HIM. THE HARLOT CHURCH IS TO SORRY TO WORK (SPIRITUALLY), THEY PREACH DEAD LETTER TO STARVING SHEEP. THEY WANT COME THROUGH THE DOOR..THEY SERVE GOD IN THE FLESH, LIKE UNDER THE OLD LAW.. WHAT EVER HOLLYWOOD DOES THE WHORE CHURCH DOES. AND GOD'S BRIDE, THE REAL CHRUCH, ... See MoreTHAT HAS GONE TO SLEEP, DON'T HAVE ENOUGH OF THE POWER OF GOD TO KEEP THESE DEMONIC SPIRITS OFF THEM. THEY ARE TRYING TO PATTERN AFTER THE WHORE. A PREACHER WOMAN OR MAN THAT HAS THEIR HAIR STUCK STRAIGHT UP, DON'T HAVE ENOUGH OF THE POWER OF GOD TO KEEP THESE DEMON SPIRITS IN HOLLYWOOD OFF THEM. THESE SPIRITS ON TV GETS OFF ON SLEEPING CHRISTIANS. SOMEONE THAT IS A SLEEP (SPIRITUALLY) IS NOT AWARE, OF WHATS GOING ON AROUND THEM . WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO DRESS LIKE THE DEMONS IN HOLLYWOOD? IT IS BECAUSE YOU HAVE GONE TO SLEEP AND TO DEAD TO CARE ONE WAY OR THE OTHER. YOU CAN'T SERVE TWO MASTERS YOU WILL LOVE ONE AND HATE THE OTHER. AND SOMEONE PREACHING THE TRUTH THAT WILL SET THEM FREE, THEY HATE. BUT THEY LOVE HOLLYWOOD & GIGGLE AS THEY WATCH. THEY WANT TO HOLD ON TO GOD WITH ONE HAND AND THE DEVIL WITH THE OTHER..IF THEY GO NAKED IN HOLLYWOOD SO DOES THE HARLOT & THE SLEEPING CHURCH. WHORE CHURCH INTERTAINS CAUSE IT DON'T HAVE THE POWER OF GOD. THE SLEEPING CHRUCH, HAS LOST THE POWER OF GOD AND HAS BECOME, SO DEAD YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'RE IN THE MORGE. IF THE REAL CHURCH WOULD WAKE UP, IT COULD RUN THESE HARLOT CHURCHES WITH DEMONIC SPIRIT, LYING SPIRITS OUT OF TOWN. THAT IS TRYING TO DECEIVE AND DESTROY OUR CHILDREN. THEIR POISON IS DEADLY, READ MY WEBPAGE..I HAVE BEEN A VICTUM OF THEIR VENOM..OH THEY DON'T WANT THE KJV NO MORE, THEY HAVE MADE THEM A NEW ONE. READ THE LAST WORDS IN REVELATION, TO THOSE WHO ADS TO OR TAKES AWAY FROM THE WORD OF GOD.
Proverbs 7:
Now as the false churches, with their religious pimps, pretending to be God's shepherds. They sends their harlots (members) into the streets; The more members the more money. To build their earthly manisons, their fine churches, to allure more and more people. Which means more and more money to satisify their fleshly lusts and desires.

Matthew 4:8. Again, the devil taketh him up into an exceeding high mountain, and sheweth him all the kingdoms of the world, and the glory of them.
9. And saith unto him, all these things will I give thee, if thou will fall down and worship me.

PROV.7:11. She is loud and stubborn; her feet abide not in her house; 12. Now is she without, now in the streets, and lieth in wait at every corner.
12. Now is she without, now in the streets, and lieth in wait at every corner.
13. So she caught him, and kissed him, and with an impudent face said unto him.
14. I have peace offerings with me; this day have I payed my vows.
15. Therefore came I forth to meet thee, diligently to seek thy face, and I have found thee.
16. I have decked my bed with coverings of tapestry, with carved works, with fine linen of Egypt.
17. I have perfumed my bed with myrrh, aloes, and cinnamon.
18. Come, let us take our fill of love wntil the morning; let us solace ourselves with loves.
21. With her much fair speech she caused him to yield, with the flattering of her lips she forced him.
22. He goeth after her straightway as an ox goeth to the slaughter, or as a fool to the correction of the stocks;
23. Till a dart strike through his liver, as a bird hasteth to the snare, and knoweth not that it is for his life.
25. Let not thine heart decline to her ways, go not astray in her paths.
26. For she hath cast down many wounded; yea, many strong men have been slain by her.
27. Her house is the way to hell going down to the chamnbers of death.
Pro. 6:23. For the commandment is a lamp; and the law is light; and reproofs of instruction are the way of life;
24. To keep thee from the evil woman, from the flattery of the tongue of a strange woman.
25. Lust not after her beauty in thine heart; neither let her take thee with her eyelids,
26. For by means of a whorish woman a man is brought to a piece of bread; and the adulteress will hunt for the precious life.
32. But whoso committeth adultery with a woman lacketh understand; he that doeth it destroyeth his own soul.

Even some of God's people have been taken captive by her flattery. She has them in death camps, her sermons produces spiritual death. The sleeping church is being pulled in and suduced by her lies. The sleeping church, that has tore down their alters of prayer, is trying to pattern after her whorish ways. They are bringing in the intertainment, dancing, nakedness into the holy santuary's, that once had the old time anointing and fire that set the captive free and the lost were saved. The 99 and a half % good food for the rats is not what kills them. It's the one half percent of poison, mixed in with it that kills the rats dead (spiritually).

My tears fall like rain, but if we don't preach the truth, we are sending people first class to hell. They don't know the difference if we don't stand up and show them both sides. It hurts when they want believe & think you are being mean and don't care. When you are laying down your life, so God can use you to reach out to them and give them the bread of life, so they can live.

Neither male nor female

In God there is neither male nor female. I obey God not flesh, my flesh, your flesh, husband's flesh, children, grandchildren, flesh churches (worships in flesh not spirit). The word when it gets in us by revelation, it will seprate you from your family & friends. This is talking about in the Spiritual realm. You will not be able to worship with them, cause there will be discord. If you love them more and come down to their level & worship their god (whore church, fleshly worship), then you will be putting them before God. You will be seprated from God, as Adam was in the garden, when he took of the forbidden fruit in the garden, when Eve gave it to him..This is where we must take up our cross and follow him. Can you drink the bitter cup with him. You can't just talk & preach the word, the word will try you. As God tried Abraham when he offered up his only son. When God sees that you are going to go, all the way with him, his blessings will be poured out on you as it was Abraham. He will love you and lift your broken heart. For once you learn how to walk in the spirit, there is no broken hearts there. For you are in the realm, like before, the fall of Adam & Eve, where there were no heartackes, sin or sickness. The only part of your flesh will bother you is, before you pray through in the mornings. The stronger you get in the Lord, the less your flesh resists, it will become easier to pray. As you grow you realize and have learned that no matter what you feel or what spirits are coming again you, they will be gone soon as you pray and die out to the flesh. This is walking in the Spirit daily. Living by faith, Paul said I live, yet not I, but by the faith of the son of man. This is what he was talking about. We must die and enter into the Spirit, we then are walking by the faith of the Son of God. His nature flows from us, our fleshly nature is crusified with him. Then you can go to work, care for your children, what ever in the realm of the Spirit. Enjoying the day instead of being in misery of the flesh and tormented by the devil. Because you will be in that high tower. Where the storms cannot get to you. Though trouble is all around, flustrations, pain, upsetness, whatever, it can't penatrate you because you are in that high tower. You just deal with them in perfect peace.

Jeremiah 20:8..For since I spake, I cried out, I cried violence and spoil; because the word of the Lord was made a reproach unto me, and a derision, daily.
9. Then I said, I will not make mention of him, nor speak any more in his name. But his word was in mine heart as a burning fire shut up in my bones, and I was weary with forbearing, and I could not stay.
10. For I heard the defaming of many, fear on every side. Report, say they, and we will report it. All my familiars watches for my halting, saying. Peradventure he will be enticed, and we shall prevail against him, and we shall take our revenge on him.

Believe me once you have learned how to stay in that secret place with the most high. Saten will do & use everything and everyone to bring you down. The higher you go the more devils will be able to see you..He will use anything and anybody to entice you to bring you back down into, the fleshly realm with them. Once you yield to them, saten's only purpose is to destroy you as he did Sampson. Not to kill you in the natural but to get you out of the Spirit, so you will be carnal, have fun, joke, laugh, fleshly worship, etc..For you cannot do the works of God, heal the sick, cast out devils, etc. outside of the Spirit realm. You must be in the name of Jesus, not just saying the name..You in him and him in you (word in you & you in the word).. Many strong men have been slain by her remember. Don't play or tease with the devil, for he is out to kill you spiritually, kill the life of Christ out of you. Your flesh & their flesh will try to tell you that it's ok, they are not out to destroy me. Because it is wrapped up in such a beautiful package, a beautiful man or woman, or someone you love dearly, husband, children, brethren, etc..But always remember, the flesh is deceitful, self motivated, it's out for it's on interest. They are thinking of their on needs not yours, although they will tell you they are concerned about you, they are lying and only the Holy Ghost can show you inside of them, if you will listen and not allow your flesh to make you doubt it. Like the serpent did in the garden when he was talking to Eve.. If you backslide and fall into the hands of the enemy, your life will be turned into a living nightmare. How do I know, cause I have been there. Long as you stay in Jesus name, (in the Spirit) you in him and him in you. The devil can't defeat you, he has to someway entice you, too where you will not enter into that Spiritual realm, then he's got you. Once you fall from that, by not praying, you will be walking in the fleshly realm, in misery, depression, whats the use, you look and feel like you been to hell and back, sad, heart broken, all the miserys of the flesh. Not being able to help break the yokes off of others, because you are bound yourself, to your on flesh. There is no miserys of the flesh in the spirit, cause you are dead and a dead man can't feel anything. Once you fall back into the flesh realm, from not praying, reading, fasting, you are a prey for the devil and he then can and will devire you. Cause you don't have that Holy Ghost wall of protection around you. Even if your husband or wife loves you and they want you to come back into the fleshly realm with them, so you can enjoy the cares of the world with them, for a season. You will never be happy, cause once you taste him nothing else satisifies you. Ways of the flesh cannot compare to his righteousness..You will always be in misery no matter what you do or how much fun you try to have. The Spirit of the Lord will always be there pleading with you and you cannot drown it out in worldly pleasures. How do I know? I've been there. He will never leave you nor forsake you, even thought you fall back into the fleshly realm, and return to your vomit. He will always be there becking to you, keeping his hand upon you. When I was backslide, I was driving back from New Mexico and was going down the interstate, and a man's hand appeared in the sky, and the Lord spoke to me and said my hand is upon you. See I was his chosen, I backslide due to lack of knowledge & never being taught the real word of God to be able to keep me. To be able to stand we must have the Word & the Spirit. Not the Spirit & no word. Or word and no Spirit. But we must have them both to be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. What is wiles, its lies and deceit. Which seprates us from God. God is truth saten is lies..
11. But the Lord is with me as a might terrible one; therefore my persecutors shall stumble and they shall not prevail; they shall be greatly ashamed; for they shall not prosper; their everlasting confusion shall never be forgotten.

If we trust & abide in that high tower..

Christians think they backslide only if they go out in the world and commit bad sins. We backslide when we stop walking in the Spirit, by not praying daily, losing our dedication, allowing the cares of this life to crowd his time out. Putting everything before him, all your carnal needs.. Then you become religious and try to do the works of God in the fleshly realm and it don't work. We must be in the Spirit daily..remember from where you have fallen and repent and do your first works over. When you have left your first love then you are backslide. You become a sounding brass and a tinkling symbol, you still get up, preach and pray for people, then wonder why it don't do no good.

HOW MANY TEARS HAVE I CRIED? HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I STUMBLED, AND FELL? TO MANY TIMES TO COUNT THEM...BUT HE WAS ALWAYS THERE TO LIFT ME BACK UP..IN HIS LOVING ARMS..FOR HE KNEW ME WHEN I WAS AND EVEN BEFORE I WAS IN MY MOTHERS WOMB. RETURN BACK TO YOUR FIRST LOVE OR HE WILL SPUE YOU OUT OF HIS MOUTH.

He that winneth souls is wise

I love praying for people, breaking yokes, etc., I don't like rooting up and taring down. But how can I know I'm doing wrong, is someone don't cry out against it.
But only those that walk in love, are qualified to do this. For with out charity you are a sounding brass and a tinkling symbol & will destroy & run off sheep, instead of helping them..He that winneth souls is wise....

How do I know this, it's because I have been on both ends. When being chastened by someone preaching the word, that had charity, I would pout for awhile. Then I'd realize they were tellling me the truth. BUT, someone with the same message could preach to me and it would drive me away, and cause me to doubt the real gospel, making it very ... See Moredifficult for me to find or enter the door. Say for instant if I were smoking I'd want to let the Lord deliver me and hold on till he did, when the preacher that had charity preached against it. Giving me hope for deliverance... Where the other preacher with a bad spirit, no charity, would preach the same sermon & would make me want to blow the smoke in his face, and have a very discouraging spirit of whats the use. It would drive me away, discouraged and make me rebell and doubt the truth.

Surrendering your will to his will

Bradly my grandson is undecided.

When the war and struggle of your flesh, to surrender to his will is over. He then gives you his heart. You will then hear the cries of all the people that are in prison, in bondage, bound with flustrations, all the cares and heartackes of life, the sick, the lost. Your heart has become his heart, you will be willing to go into the highways and ... hedges looking for the lost & hurting sheep. No one will have to tell you or make you. It will be everyday, you will listen to the Master's instructions of where and when to go, who to talk to, who to call, etc.. It could be at the grocery store, malls, street, internet, etc. For when he hears someone cry in dispair he will send you to them. Using your eyes to see their brokenness, your ears to hear their hearts cry, that they are afraid to tell anyone about. Your hands to release the anointing to them, that heals and drives back all the powers of hell from them, that they are not able to free them selves from. Your arms to gentle hug them and let them know how very much he loves them and wants to make everything alright for them. That he understands all their flustrations, and that they are not bad because they sin, for it's not their fault. Because we were all born in sin, from the fall of man. He came to die for us and has made a way of escape for us, but we must except it, it is free no charge. He is preparing a place for us, to live when he returns. Don't you want to go there? Where we will live forever, in a land where no sin, sickness, tears, no labor, no working. It will be like going on a vacation and never returning to all the flustrations of this life, with all its pressures.

Can you drink the bitter cup with him

..Pro. 7:26..For she hath cast down many wounded: Yea, many strong men have been slain by her. v.21... With her much fair speech she caused him to yeild, with the flattering of her lips she forced him. Matt. 19:29..And everyone that hath forsaken houses, brethren, sisters, father, mother, wife, children lands, for my name's sake, shall receive an hundred fold, and shall inherit everlasting life.
We will be tried by everything. We must pass the test and come out with love. If your mate becomes stiffnecked and want obey God, don't allow them to cause you to lose out. Whether husband or wife. You want to be a hundred fold, here is were most men and women fail the test. ARE YOU WILLING TO WALK ALONE IF IT COMES DOWN TO IT. God will lift all your burdens and mend your broken hearts if you hold on. He didn't delliver Daniel in the lions den, until he was all the way in the den. Your broken heart want be mended until you are all the way in the lion's den. Cause God has to wait and see if you are going all the way. Many can preach it, but can you be a partaker of it?

Me and my husband.
Some preach Christ even of envy and strife; some of good will; one of contention, not sincerely; the other of love; Phil. 1:15. Which one are you preaching?

Does your flesh make you sometimes feel like a failure? When you try so hard to please God and seems like, you always, always, goof up. Knowledge of what is happening will give you, victory and know that you are just, getting ready for your Kingdom Hertiage . GIVING BIRTH TO JESUS..
Would you like to be like Mary, giving birth to Jesus once again? Well you can't in the natural, but you can in the Spirit. For he was the word made flesh. And when we allow the Spirit to mortify our flesh, we are giving birth to the word of God (which is Jesus). His life being manifested in us.
Galatians 1:15,16..But when it pleased God who separated me from my mother's womb, and called me by his grace, to reveal his Son in me, that I might preach him among the heathen; immediately I conferred not with flesh and blood:
He didn't preach till the word was opened up to him, by the Holy Ghost in the wilderness.
Paul in galatians 4:19..My little children, of whom I travail in birth again until Christ be formed in you.
1 Corinthians 13:11..When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I though as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things. 2. For we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: Now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.
When you reach maturity, there is a better way. Philippians 3:13..Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before, I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus. Let us therefore, as many as be perfect, be thus minded; and if in anything ye be otherwise minded, God shall reveal even this unto you. Perfect means (mature in Christ). Christ (which is the word) has grown to maturity, in us, by revelation, as it is quicken in our spirit. Flesh can never be perfect. Flesh has to die, it cannot live right. This eliminates all self righteousness. One better than the other. One holy, I'm holy and you are not. One turning up there nose at the other. Who believes what, or you don't believe like I do. One believes this and one believes that. There is only one way for us all. Here it is and can be proven by scriptures, if you will study and pray and run references. And God will open it up to you. For the carnal man cannot receive the things of God. Flesh has eyes to see, but can't see and ears to hear, but can't hear. It comes only by the Revelation (Spirit). 1 Corinthians 2:14..But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned. Romans 7:18.. For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh,) dwelleth no good thing: for to will is present with me; but how to perform that which is good I find not.
19. For the good that I would I do not; but the evil which I would not, that I do.
Paul explaining that our flesh wants to do one thing (our will) and our inner man wants to do something else (Gods will). Our flesh will and God's will. Our flesh in other words is sinful and does not get saved and sanctified. It remains sinful flesh. Our flesh has the fallen nature. After the fall of Adam and Eve in the garden. Our spirit is what that gets born again and changed. It becomes perfect and holy. We start our new life in Christ. We are first babies in Christ growing (or Christ growing in us). It's not who's the holiest but who's the deadest. Some are dead (mature) some are growing up (babies).
Ephesians 4:11,12,13,14, And he gave some, apostles; and some, prophets; and some evangelist; and some, pastors and teachers; For the perfecting of the saints, for the work of the ministry, for the edifying of the body of Christ; Till we all come in the unity of the faith, and of the knowledge of the Son of God, unto a perfect man, unto the measure of the stature of the fulness of Christ; That we henceforth be no more children, tossed to and fro, and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the sleight of men, and cunning craftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive; Notice what it says the perfect man is. When you have carried your baby to full term it is ready to be birthed. When you grow up in Christ, He is ready to be manifested in you. You become of full age perfect (mature). And you are ready to carry out the signs Mark 16: And your chosen position, what ever it is. Oh, God will use you also while you are growing in him. But you will not inherit all his Kingdom, until you grow up.
In the natural if you are to inherit your fathers wealth, power, and business, you will first have to wait, until you become of age (Mature). And you will go through the process of being trained before you can be trusted with his business and wealth and know how to use it wisely. Some even at this don't learn, they waste it like the prodigal son. If God would give us all his anointing to its fullest when we are babies, it would be like, someone putting a key to a bulldozer in ours hands and saying, now go and clear out the drive way. We would tare down everything. Not knowing how to use it. But if you put it in the hands of someone that has been trained and has become mature, they can do a lot of good work. God trains and molds us. Through the school of hard knocks and bangs. A lot on knee ology and tears. So when you see someone that has a lot of the anointing and you can't understand why you don't. Remember they have graduated and you are still in training. We just have to use what we have until, we come to full age, and graduate. If we pass all the tests, we grow up faster. If not it takes longer. Like allowing the Spirit to mortify the deeds of the flesh. Romans 8:13,14.. For if ye live after the flesh ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live. For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God. Galatians 5:24..And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts. When we, allow the spirit to crusified our flesh, completely we then become sons, we are ready to inherit our fathers wealth. We enjoy and share our fathers wealth, living with our father, before we inherit and become ruler of it. After our father dies, we inherit it all. Like Jesus's " New Testament Will" couldn't come into effect till, he was crusified. Then we inherited his wealth. Which is the Kingdom power in us. To cast out devils, heal the sick, set the captive free, bring people to christ, the new birth, etc. We do these things in part until, we grow up and come into the fuliness of Christ. Christ in full stature. When you reach nine months and are ready to give full birth. When you die he lives. You walk in his nature daily, not once in a while. One day up and one day down. When the old man is crusified and Christ grows into full age. The old man is easily crusified. The spirit leds you to prayer and he is crusified easily. But before he is totally crusified, sometimes you have to fast and pray for days even months, before you can kill out something that is troubling you. Or ever how long it takes you. If it takes you a year or ten years, keep praying till you get victory over it. Once you get victory over it, it can't bother you. While you are trying to get victory over it. Not you trying in your flesh, but by allowing the spirit to crusify it, by praying. You pray everytime it comes back and bothers you. Say a jealeous spirit in your flesh raises up sometimes against someone. You go and pray till you feel peace and its gone. Then if it happens over and over again in different times in your life. Don't feel bad just go pray every time. Soon the Lord will completely take it away, and when it comes back it want even bother you. If it tries to come back all you have to do is whisper, I rebuke you saten and it will flee. See it's God allowing things to bother us until we allow the spirit to totally crusify our flesh feelings. Until all we have is his nature, which is the fruit of the spirit. Little apples grow in to big apples. Once you reach maturity you can look back over, refering it to a garden that you have worked hard to obtain, and wipe the sweat from your brow. Knowing that when winter (hard times) come, you will have plenty of food stored up in the barn. (word in you)..to fight off hunger, devils, etc. You will not be struggling to make it no more. You will have power over the devils. A well running over. You will be able to feed, and free others that are struggling and are bond. You can help the babies make it to full growth, guarding them from sickness, getting tangled up in the briers and can't get free and are prey for the wolves. (false doctrine)..and keep them from eating the wrong foods. Which a baby can't decern. They will eat posions that will kill them. False doctrines that will kill their relationship with Christ and pervent them from reaching mature age, they will die (spiritually). John 12:24,25..Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except a corn of wheat fall into the ground and die, it abideth alone; but if it die, it bringeth forth much fruit. He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal. John 6:66,67..From that time many of his disciples went back, and walked no more with him. Then said Jesus unto the twelve, WILL YE ALSO GO AWAY? They didn't want to die out to their flesh will. They only wanted the miracles and blessings. When it come to taking up their cross and following him and dieing daily. They went back. They wanted to have their pleasures and flesh will and then receive all God's blessing.
Mark 14:38..Watch ye and pray, lest ye enter into temptation. The spirit truly is ready, but the flesh is weak. If we don't pray daily and kill out our flesh , it will be tempted and cause you to sin, and when we sin it brings forth spiritual death. Unless we repent. Until you reach full age and learn how to allow the spirit to keep flesh dead, it may decieve you. Therefore causing you to sin. If you do, repent and get back in the fold and continue growing and learning. Flesh nature is always wanting to fulfil it's desires (flesh desires. Like jealeous, envy, strive, arguing, fighting, lust, out doing one another, to much food, lazy, pleasures, adultery, fornication, to lazy to pray, want fast, read, don't have time. We have to force it, until it comes subject to our inner man, so we can do the things we love. If our flesh is stronger than our spirit, which, while we are babies, so don't get confused and discouraged. Just always remember, that is your flesh nature and you have to go pray and kill it out. Until you feel peace and your flesh desire is gone. Once we grow up we still have to stay sober, and pray daily to keep our flesh dead. Unless after we preach to others, we too will be cast aways. Its just easier to keep him dead, after he has been crusified by the Holy Ghost. Easier than it was, when we are in the process of being crusified. Sometimes it gets hard, and sometimes the flesh isn't willing and we have to force it to pray. That is where it becomes hard. Over and over one thing at a time praying and wrestling in prayer. One test after another. Until all the nature of our flesh is dead. But victory is sweet and there is nothing that compares to Jesus, once you taste him. IN HIS FULLEST STATURE.....Big sweet apples taste better than little green ones, don't they? Peaches are sweeter when they are ripe, than when they are growing. Same with God, his spirit tastes sweeter as we grow. Eyes have not seen, ears have not heard what he has in store for those who love him.
HE'S WORTH FIGHTING FOR, ALLOWING HIM TO MORTIFY ALL THE DEEDS OF THE FLESH. For flesh desires and feelings cannot compare to him and what he has for us, if we continue on in him and not turn back or aside and serve other gods. Like preachers, churches, false religon, lust of our flesh, but keeping our eyes on him and letting him lead us in to perfection. SO WHEN YOUR FLESH ACTS UP, DON'T WONDER HOW OR WHAT STRANGE THING HAS HAPPENED! For your flesh isn't holy you have to contend with it until the Spirit kills it. When it raises up, with its thoughts and desires, that you thought were gone after you got saved. You wonder how on earth you could have though that. It's your flesh, wanting its way. Just remember it takes a process of time through our walk with God for it to die. And then after it (the flesh) is put to death completely, it still may have some wired thoughts and desires, when it does and tries to raise up, wanting its way, put it to death by praying. Once it's dead, it don't take much praying to body slam it again.
REMEMBER WE WILL ALWAYS LIVE IN A SINFUL BODY, NO MATTER HOW MUCH WE PRAY. THATS WHY WE PRAY DAILY TO KILL IT'S DESIRES. Flesh never gets holy it just dies daily. It's Christ in us that is holy. THIS IS WHY PAUL SAID "I DIE DAILY"
Everyone loves to feel God's peace, after you come to full growth in God you can learn to stay in this state daily. No matter what is happening around you you can walk in his peace and love. For you have his nature instead of yours. If you pray daily.
Dedication daily, can't miss a day. Your life depends on it and the life of others around you. Stedfast, unmoveable no matter what..letting nothing, your feelings of flesh or others stop you from being dedicated daily. CALLED , CHOSEN, FAITHFUL... AND YOU MUST BE FAITHFUL, WHICH MEANS DEPENDABLE, DAILY. IF YOU HAVE A BABY YOU HAVE TO BE FAITHFUL TO FEED HIM OR HE WILL DIE. SAME WITH INNER MAN. YOU WILL DIE SPIRITUALLY. Or saten will over come you. If the goodman of the house would have known what hour the thief (devil) would have come. He would have watched. So his house wouldn't have been broken in and stole his goods (your treasures in Christ that you have)..that you have worked so hard to obtain. And to be able to keep it and protect it you must be
FAITHFUL
Knowledge puts a smile on your face and peace in your soul. Never, never let the devil in no one put you down, nor your flesh. Always know how special you, all are. You are a Royal Priest a King's kid.


Written Fri. Jan. 27, 2006

Rise Peter kill and eat

1-18-05
"RISE PETER KILL AND EAT"
Rise Peter kill and eat, I heard the Spirit of the Lord speak to me this morning, before I got out of bed.
Acts 10:13. And there came a voice to him, Rise, Peter; kill, and eat.
14. But Peter said, not so, Lord; for I have never eaten any thing that is common or unclean.
15. And the voice spake unto him again the second time, what God hath cleansed, that call not thou common.
28. And he said unto them, ye know how that it is an unlawful thing for a man that is a Jew to keep company, or come unto one of another nation; but God hath shewed me that I should not call any man common or unclean.
34. Then Peter opened his mouth, and said, of a truth I perceive that God is no respecter of persons:
35. But in every nation he that feareth him, and worketh righteousness, is accepted with him.
44. While Peter yet spake these words, the Holy Ghost fell on all them which heard the word.
45. And they of the circumcision which believed were astonished, as many as came with Peter, because that on the Gentiles also was poured out the gift of the Holy Ghost.
John 4:9. (Jesus talking to the woman at the well) Then saith the woman of Samaria unto him, How is it that thou, being a Jew, askest drink of me, which am a woman of Samaria? for the Jews have no dealings with the Samaritans.
10. Jesus answered and said unto her, If thou knewest the gift of God, and who it is that saith to thee, Give me to drink; thou wouldest have asked of him, and he would have given thee living water. Mark 7:24-30..And from thence he arose and went into the borders of Tyre and Sidon, and entered into an house, and would have no man know it: but he could not be hid.
25. For a certain woman, whose young daughter had an unclean spirit, heard of him, and came and fell at his feet:
26. The woman was a Greek, a Syrophenician by nation; and she besought him that he would cast forth the devil out of her daughter.
27. But Jesus said unto her, the children first be filled: for it is not meet to take the children's bread, and to cast it unto the dogs.
28. And she and answered and said unto him, Yes, Lord: yet the dogs under the table eat of the childrens crumbs.
29. And he said unto her, for this saying go thy way; the devil is gone out of thy daughter.
30. And when she was come to her house, she found the devil gone out, and her daughter laid upon the bed.
John 2:4. Jesus saith unto her, Woman, what have I to do with thee? Mine hour is not yet come. Jesus talking to his mother. Acts 11:17. Forasmuch then as God gave them the like gift as he did unto us, who believed on the Lord Jesus Christ; what was I, that I could withstand God.
Peter talking, cause they couldn't understand why he had took the word down to the gentiles.
Mark16:15. And he said unto them, Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature.
Acts 2:17. And it shall come to pass in the last days, saith God, I will pour out of my Spirit upon all flesh; ad your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions and your old men shall dream dreams:
Joel 2:28. And it shall come to pass afterward, that I will pour out my spirit upon all flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions. Jeremiah 20:9. But his word was in mine heart as a burning fire shut up in my bones.
You know there is not much I can add to this today, because you know the word just says it all right there, in the scriptures that I read. Here a little, there a little, line upon line, precept upon precept. The gospel of Jesus Christ is for all men. No big eyes and little U's. In the last days he said he'd pour out his spirit upon all flesh. Children those that don't understand we've got to take the bread to them. We got to go down into Egypt and take the bread to them. The people that have never heard. Oh they might have heard some religious garb. But I'm talking about the real gospel, the gospel that will set us free. The gospel that will lift Jesus up. Jesus said if I be lifted up I will draw all men unto me. It's time we go with the gospel, its time we lift up Jesus Christ. We've lifted up man and churches long enough. It's time for us to lift up the one that needs to be lifted up, we need to lift up the Son of Man, the Saviour of the world. We must be borned again, we must go with the message, it's getting late. Its in the midnight hour. We must RISE PETER, KILL AND EAT. Take the word, take the word out in the streets, out in the highways and hedges and compel them to come in. Go out and seek and search that one thats lost. That one that the harlot killed. The little simple sheep that don't understand. That don't understand the word. He don't know which way to go, which way to turn. There is so many voices out there, he's a child. He's a baby. He's not mature. He don't know which way to go. He don't know which voice to listen to. But he wants to serve Jesus, but he gets so confused out there in a world of religion, one saying this and one saying that. He don't know which way to turn. We got to go out and teach him, we got to go out and get him. We got to go out and find him. We got to go out with the anointing. You know it takes the anointing to draw the little sheep into the pasture, in to the fold. We can't do it in our self. We got to pray, we got to lay down our life and let the spirit mortify our flesh, that the anointing can pierce the hearts of the lost people. Pierce the hearts of the little sheep. The little hurting sheep that don't have a desire to try anymore. They been hurt and wounded, slaughtered in the whore houses. They don't understand they, think it's God that doing it, they don't understand. Because they don't know that theres two churches out there. Saten has a church and God has a church. And they think its God thats destroying them. They think God don't want them. They think God don't won't them to sing. They think God don't want to hear their little testimony. They think God don't want to here their little prayer. I can't pray like so and so. I can't sing like so and so. Nobody don't want to hear me testify. Cause I can't testify like so and so. But its not God, its not God with a spirit like that. To wound and to kill and to destroy. But they don't know that, they don't understand. We got to show them, we got to teach them. We got to let them hear the voice, that will draw them to the father. Not to us, not to churches not to preachers, not to whore mongers but to JESUS. The Lamb of God, the Saviour of the world, the one that laid down his life. That we may have life and have it more abundantly. My heart is like it is breaking with in me. To think of all the little sheep and all the wolves that lay in the shadows. They lay out there behind the trees, waiting for the little sheep to come by. The ones that have been wounded and hurt. The one's that can't discern right from wrong. Their not mature yet. Their just on milk and a little baby. A little baby trusts, if you give them a bottle of milk. That little baby don't know no better, it drinks that milk, with its little eyes of trust looking. It's trusting it don't know that you've got posion in that milk. A little child trusts, a little child in God, thats been born again. Their filled with God's love. All they see is love, they love every body, they trust every body. They run with the gospel, of Jesus Christ. They been born again. they call this one and they call that one. They want to know, they want to tell, what hes done for them. Hey I was a drunk and God has set me free. I was a drug addict and God has set me free. Like the woman at the well that had five husbands and was living with the one that she was with. She said come see a man, come see a man thats told me everything I've done, is not this the Christ. She wanted others to hear and be set free. She didn't know that there were wolves, setting out there waiting to destroy her, to take what she had got from God. To put posion in her milk. To destroy her, with no mercy. He's out to steal kill and to destroy. He wants to take yor zeal, he wants to take your anointing. He wants to take your testimony. He wants to steal your love. He come to steal, kill. He wants to kill everything in you. He wants to silence your zeal and your testimony. He don't want anyone else to know what you've found. Oh children we gotta go out. We gotta go out and search and to seek the little lost sheep, thats lost. We gotta warn them. We got to show them. We gotta show them the difference. We got to seek for the lost souls. Those thats mature in Christ, the harvest is ready. We've got to go out, we've got to go to work. It's getting late, we're in the end time now. We don't have much time to work. We got to go out and set people free. We go to pray for the sick, that they can be healed. We've got to go into the hospitals, the nursing homes, to the widows and orphans, thats lonely and hurt. Their depressed they think no one cares. We've got to take them Jesus. We've got to set them free. We got to break the yokes, thats got them bound. The suicide spirits, life has dealt them a losing hand. We've got to take them something different we got to give them hope, we got to bring them help bring them back out of bondage. We got to take them a light to show them. Hey I been there, I know how you feel. I'm a witness, I know a man, and I know he does care. Cause I been there, I been suicidel, I been alone. I've had my heart broken. I've been mentally derranged by the enemy. Confusion, not knowing which way to go. I been hurt, been wounded. I been let down, I've confidented and they let me down. I've put my trust in man and they let me down. Children flesh will let us down. We got to put our confidence not flesh. We got to put confidence in, the God in the flesh, not the flesh. We're only human and human will fail but God will never fail us. God will never fail, his word will never fail. It will be their in the midnight hour, all you got to do is call on him. Believe in him, in the midnight hour. When no one's around but you. He'll be there. He want let you down. He may not be there when you want him to. You may think he's not going to show up. You may even think he's like everybody else. This man I heard about, you say Jesus of Nazareth. You say he want let you down.
HEY LORD' I'm down here now, I can't go another step. I have been through so much that my mind, my mind is about ready to give way on me. Mentally I feel like I can't go on. I feel like I'm about ready to cross over into some other world, where my mind is about ready to give way on me. "HEY JESUS" were are you? "HEY JESUS' they said you'd be here for me. Where are you, I can't find you. I can't see you, I can't feel you, where are you? They told me you wouldn't let me down. I'm down here now. I'm laying in the floor. I've been mistreated, I been abused, I've been hurt. They've tore my heart out, they've mistreated me. They've accused me falsely, they've ridicule me, they've dealt me a losing hand. My husband, my wife they've left me. They've put me down, they'be made me feel like I'm not worthy, it's all my fault. No body understands. HEY LORD, where are you? Where are you? I can't make it another mile Lord. You gotta come to me. Oh Lord I can't go another mile, Lord God the enemys going to destroy me, Lord. He's come to steal and to kill, well what is he trying to kill and to steal children? It's not your car, he don't want your car. He want's your mind He wants your testimony, he wants your zeal. He wants to destroy you. He wants to be little you and abuse you. He wants to put you down. He wants to make you feel ugly and stupid. Like you were a nobody and a nothing going now where. You'll never amount to nothing. You're crasy you're stupid. You're crasy you're stupid. Every bad thing he can say to you is what he will do. He wants to steal, he wants to steal your life. He despises the ground you walk on. He wants to take your life. He wants to take your lively hood from you. He wants to take your joy. He wants to take your personality. He wants to make you feel ugly and stupid. That's what he wants to steal from you. He don't want no body to see a smile on your face. He wants you to be depressed, beat down feel ugly, Why? So you'll stay in empty, isolated area and keep your mouth shut. You're a nothing a nobody. Don't talk to no body, don't tell them nothing about Jesus. He wants you to be quiet. He's robing you of everything that you've got, your woman hood your man hood. He's robing you of everything. HEY JESUS', I'm down here sceaming for you. Where are you?
The Hebrew Children, the Hebrew Children, I'm sure they felt the same way. Look at all they were doing. Look what they done to Jesus, how they mocked and scorned and spit in his face and said prophecy to us. Come down off the cross, if you're the Son of Man? You don't have to prove nothing to the devil. You don't have to prove anything to the devil. WHERE ARE YOU JESUS?
Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego, Daniel in the lions den. JESUS WHERE ARE YOU? Where are you? Where are you Jesus, where are you. Are you in the fire? Are you in the furnace of affliction? WHERE ARE YOU JESUS? Where are you. The three Hebrew Children, Daniel in the Lion's den. Joseph, his brothers turns against him, sold him, tried to get rid of him, because they were jealeous of him. Devil tried to kill him. But you know he was God's chosen. Go walk down Joseph's road. Go look what all he went through. He ended up in prison. The devil tried to silence his testimony. Look at John on the isle of Patmos they tried to silence his testimony, but they couldn't slience him. Cause he was in the spirit on the Lords day and when he turned around he saw Jesus. He said John come up a little higher, oh the power of the pen. Come up a little higher it look like it was over for John. It look like it was over for the three Hebrew Children. It look like it was over for Joseph, Moses, Elizah, Gedeon, for a lot of men in the Bible. The old Bible is a type and a shadow for us. And I know sometimes it looks like its almost over for me. And I know that a lot out there feels like it's over for them. But children it's not over till it's over and it's not over yet. You hold on to Jesus, he want fail you. I'm living proof. He want fail you. He may not come when you want him but he's right on time. He's not going to let the fire destroy you. He's not going to let the lions eat you. He's not going to let that lonely island destroy you. He's not going to let the Egyptians destroy Moses. Cause he was called, chosen and selected. They could only do what God allowed them to do. And God wil only allow man, and the spirit of saten in a man to do what he allows them to do to you. To mold you to take you through the fire, to show you. To show you, to make you. You'd never know he could heal you if you never got sick. You'd never know he could take you off the death bed, until you trusted him to death's door. You'd never know he could heal your broken heart, if you'd never had a broken heart. You'd never know that Jesus could put love in your heart and take all the hate out of your heart. If you'd never had hate in your heart. You'd never know he could give you a sound mind, if saten hadn't of drove you almost crasy. And there has been people that has went off the edge, but God has brought them back, and give them a sound mind. But how, how are we going to know this, if he don't allow us to go through things. He don't allow us to go through these things because he hates us. Because he don't care for us. But he lets us go through these things to show us how great he is, an how we can depend on him and if we believe and trust in him, then he will never let us down, he will never let us down. I'm living proof that Jesus Christ will never let you down if you hold on. But most people give up in the midnight hour. Most people give up just before, they get throwed in to the lions den Just before they get put in the furnace of fire. They feel like they can't take it no more and they give up. See just before, just before that you. When you get to a point that you can't take it no more. When you fall on your knees. Saten's done everything he can do to you. If you'll fall on your knees God will meet you there. He'll meet you before your knes hits the floor. Children I've done it. Before my knees got down to the floor, before I opened my mouth and said a word to Jesus, I didn't have to ask him. All he wanted to do was to see if I would go to deaths door with him. If I would hold on to him no matter what. He took my boken heart away before I hit my knees, my broken heart was gone. You know I was astonished. I was, I was astonished, I couldn't believe the power he has if we would just hold on and go to deaths door with him. He will never fail us, never fail us. If he fails you, you give up to soon. If you hold on he will not let you down. Children he will not let you down. This message "RISE PETER KILL AND EAT. Lets go down there, lets go down there where their at. Lets don't worry about setting up in some high seat in a synagogue, wanting to be noticed. Lets go down there where their at. Rise Peter Kill and eat, don't call no man common or unclean. Go down there. go down there where the Harlots are at. Go down where the drunks are at. Go down there, where their at. Go down there and take the word to them. Take him to them, take him to them. Take hope to them, take salvation to them. Take healing to them. Take him down there, take him down there.
Father I ask that you let your word reach out into the hearts of the people, let the anointing, Lord open their ears that they can hear with a spiritual ear God. Because unless you open our ears we can't hear what the spirit is saying to us. Father I pray you will let the anointing reach out. Let your word reach out. Your work quickens, the letter killeth but the spirit giveth life. Well what is that life? It will give you a desire to stand up to come out of that place you're in. It will give you a desire to fight. It will put peace in your heart. It will give you a zeal to hold on. To get up and reach toward God push toward God. The word, the anointed word, will give you love. It will give you a peace. It will give you joy. It'll give you a desire to go on. It will give you a desire to reach out to God to get what you need from God. And then you can turn around and take it to others . It will make you feel beautiful, and wonderful. It will make you feel loved and peaceful. It will make you feel like a somebody, it want make you feel like a nobody. But it will make you feel like a somebody, you will want to go out and share it with others.
RISE PETER, KILL AND EAT.