Satens plots to do away with you

As I set in my back yard reading the book of Esther in the old Bible and also about Sampson in the book of Judges chapter 13: His mother was barren and could not bare children and God opened her womb and she bare a son; Verse 5..For, lo,thou shalt conceive, and bear a son; and no razor shall come on his head: for the child shall be a Nazarite unto God from the womb; and he shall begin to DELIVER ISRAEL OUT OF THE HAND OF THE PHILISTINES.
Is this you, have you been chosen to deliver God's people out of the hands of the great whore (the false church) and to win lost souls to his kingdom?
He will lay many traps and detours to stir you the wrong way. If we are not led by Gods spirit we will never be able to work for God. Working for God, you have to be totally be sold out to him, not the church, or family. You have to die daily, not every other day. If you want to be a concurer any way. Thats what I want, how about you?
When Delilah began to tempt Sampson, she began to try to bind him. Keep your self in mind as you read and think of all the things the devil is trying to do to bind you. He trys to bind you in the church. He will send you some wonderful brothers and sisters your way to up lift you and try to help get open doors for you or what every work you are doing, say singing, preaching, just what ever. He will began to crowd you life with all this. You at the same time are trying to learn how to be lead by God and sold out and you have been hurt and rejected by many, you have been wounded and put down. You have gone through battle after battle and you are beginning to see the sun shine a little and the Lord is beginning to reward for your labors. You have been in the prison long enough and through the school of hard knocks and bangs. So God is beginning to lead you, you are beginning to go here an there for him. You are beginning to see his hand move and when you touch people and pray for them you are beginning to see God move. Maybe in your writings, preaching, singing, teaching, gifts what ever. Your long hours of prayers and isolation is paying off. When ever devil in hell has told you that you were a nothing and a no body and you are wasting your time.
Now you are seeing people being touched by your work. If it is talking to someone down the street. You are becoming bold, you use to be to shy to lay your hands on people and pray, but now God is giving you holy boldness. You are thrilled and soaring high. The higher you sore, the more devils can see you and the more you become their target. To try to shoot your down and stop you.
So the struggle is over, one anyway. You have been in the prison long enough and you have passed all the tests that saten has put in front of you. Oh you got many hurts and bruses during it all, but it only made you stronger and all your hurts and bruses, will cause you to have more compassion and love. Especially for the christians, that you see out there that is struggling to make it. Instead of saying, when you see them, climbing up the latter behind you, and them wanting you to reach your hand down to help pull them up. Before your school of hard knocks and bangs you, Instead of helping them, you screamed, "Praise God" make it your self the same way I had to. But now, you reach down your hand, and help them up. Because you know how they feel, for you have been there.
God is going to use you more and more, you begin to fly high on eagle's wings, walking in the spirit. Saten sees you and he will try to stop you.. here is one good example: there are millions more...
Those friends I was speaking about earily will, begain to try to lead you, instead of God. In a way that you, if you're not careful will not realize it. They will start planning what they want you to do for God. They may be honest and sincere, and want God to use you to help others and get carried away with you. What they don't understand is, you have to be lead by God not them. Or it want work, you will be in self. The anointing will only move by obeying and follow Him, (not them) It will be so convincing that it will take the eye of the spirit to decern it. See saten lays many things out there for us to, get us off course. And if you are not being lead by God, then you will get off course. Carnel minded people, even praying people, your own carnal mind will try to get you off course, by planning your days and nights.
The only way to avoid this is don't get lazy and stop praying. The flesh is so lazy and it had rather do anything, except pray. One reason is that we live in a fast moving world right now and no one has time for nothing. If you pray an hour, everyone will be gone an leave you behind. But you will be like Elijah, In I Kings 17:19...up in the loft raising the dead. While the dead church rolls on. You want be reconized, maybe no one will ever hear of you but who cares, long as I am obeying and setting people free.
Better be careful of these well know people. If you are really of God you are going to be called a devil, not lifted up. Was Jesus? what they did to him they will do to you. The Bible says we are not above our master. If they did it to him they will do it to us. So may as well get the stars and glitter, Pride, out of your eyes, cause there want be any. If you compromise his Name, yes saten in the dead churches will put you on top.
Lift you up in pride, brag and boast about you. Jesus is supppose to be the one not us. We don't have nothing we didn't recieve from Him (God).
So why boast? the Bible says.
JESUS NAME IS A STRONG TOWER AND THE RIGHTEOUS RUNNETH INTO IT AND ARE SAFE. Are you one of them, the called, the elect the chosen, the eagle kind, the Jesus people?
Esther 6:1...Oh that night could not the king sleep, and he commanded to bring the book of the records of the chronicles; and they were read before him.
Wonder why he couldn't sleep? It was God not letting him sleep. God is very much in control, when you don't even realize it.
2..And it was found written, that Mordecai had told of Bigthana and Teresh, two of the king's chamberlains, the keepers of the door, who sought to lay hand on the king Ahasuerus. Mordecai had saved the kings life, and no one even mentioned. Does that sound familar. No one mentions what you do. But don't think God isn't watching.
God will reward you, He will give you more of his anointing.
3..And the king said, what honour and dignity hath been done to Mordecai for this. Then said the kings's servants that ministered unto him, There is nothing done for him.
Can you relate to this, nothing had been done or even a word said in the churches of what you have done. But all the others and their works has been lifted highly.
Keep in mind you are the target, the devil is out to shot you down. He don't care how he does it, he will tare your heart out, and laugh while he is doing it no mercy (using people in high places, in the churches). Remember saten in high places. NONE, no mercy at all, so stop trying to get him to have some on you. You are wasting your time, he will stomp your teeth out. You better start running to Jesus, if you want mercy, compassion, love, understanding. If you do he will start opening your eyes to these devils. Theres nothing wrong with you, its all these devils around you, in sheep clothing. SETTING IN THE CHURCHES,
laughting and mocking you. You are a nothing and a nobody. They never ask you to do nothing. One way or the other they will hurt you. If it's only to reconize everyone that is there, BUT YOU. It's because you are chosen, they are your enemys and you are in the devils camp and don't know it. God is letting you be tried by them to see just HOW MUCH YOU LOVE AND WILL STAND FOR HIM, no matter what.
When he gets you out, of that church. He will lead you too, his real church, with christians that will love and stand by you and want you to be led by God and will encourage you to do so. For it will be the right church, your real brothers and sisters, which are also led BY GOD, not flesh.
4..And the king said, who is in the court? Now Haman was come into the ourward court of the kings house, to speak unto the king to hang mordecai on the gallows that he had prepared for him.
This devil Haman, was planning on destroying and hanging Mordecai, but the plan got reversed on him. All things work for the good to them that love the Lord and are called according to his purpose. Not our purpose, but His purpose. His kingdom, not our kingdom, which is material things. Blak it, grab it bunch. All they think of is money and claiming everything they see, to consume it upon their on lust. In other words all they are worried about is getting things for their flesh. Gods talking about his kingdom inside us to do the works of God.
So God turns all these bad things we go through, and that people do to us to destroy us. And uses it for our good. It becomes another stepping stone for us.
He's molding us all the time, and we don't even know it.

5..And the king's servants said unto him, Behold, Haman standing in the court. And the king said, Let him come in.
6..So Haman came in. And the king said unto him, What shall be done unto the man whom the king delighteth to honor? Now Haan through in his heart, To whom would the king delight to do honour more than to myself?
Does this remind you of people in churches or where ever? They kill you and think they are doing God a favor. Like Paul in the new testement.
And Jesus said I never KNEW YOU to some that thought they had cast out devils in his name, they had done many wonderful works for him, they thought any way. But God said I NEVER KNEW YOU, depart from me.
7.. And Haman answered the king, for the man whom the king delighteth to honor. (Which of course he thought of all the things he wanted to be done to him.)
and Haman said....
8..Let the royal apparel be brought which the king useth to wear, and the horse that the king rideth upon, and the crown royal which is set upon his head:
9..And let this apparel and horse be delivered to the hand of one of the king's most noble princes, that they may array the man withal whom the king delighteth to honour, and bring him on horseback through the street of the city, and proclaim before him, Thus shall it be done to the man whom the king delighteth to honour.
Don't this sound just like the church world? They make me sick to my stomach.. Haman thought that the king was talking about him. If he knew it had of been mordecai the Jew (which can represent us) Haman the (carnal church)
would have cut his tongue out to silence him. Saten can't stand to hear anyone speaking the truth. He will try to shut your mouth one way or the other, and he don't care how he does it. We have got to wake up and get our fleshly feeling dead, this is a deadly game. It's heaven or hell. The weapons of our war are not carnal, but mightly through the pulling down of strong holds.
It's totally spirit, our sword is the word of God. Not fighting back with our mouth, defending our feelings. We have got to kill out our flesh. Force it make it come subject to God. Ware it out in prayer and fasting, till it's not able to fight back. Soon it will be dead and every time it raises up to come again the spirit, it want be so hard to knock it back down. So you will continue to walk in the spirit.
Chapter 9:4..For Mordeci was great in the king's house, and his fame went out throughout all the provinces: for this man Mordecai waxed greater and greater.
This is what you will become also in God's kingdom. You will began to cast out devils, heal the sick and all the works of God. You then will lose your desire for all this other stuff, your flesh will become dead as you kill it daily, by praying and reading before you start your day.
Your joy will be seeing people set free instead of " sparkle and glamour" being reconized. You will be willing to become a nobody to see. PEOPLE SET FREE........
And God said go down Moses and tell old Pharaoh to let my people go.
But they want believe on me, go and I'll be with you, he will confirm his word, that He is with you. When you leave their presences and they realize they are healed. Whether its sickness, depression, broken hearts, backslide, what ever.
He can do this through writings, internet, phone, one on one, down at walmart what ever. Get the pulpits out of your mind, most of God's work in on the streets, etc.
GO AND HE WILL BE WITH YOU! Let no devil in people stop you, well now I don't believe God works that way. They will say, stop your ears up and go. When you feel the worse is when he uses you the most. Why? He said in your weakness my strength is make perfect, He wants you to know that it is him doing the work not you. He only needs your body to work through. The only thing you do is pray, read, fast and obey.
and of course trust....HE "JESUS" DESERVES THE PRAISE, MAN HAS TOOK IT LONG ENOUGH DON'T YOU THINK.