Why so many fallen preachers

WHY SO MANY FALLEN PREACHERS?
There is so many preachers giving up. They leave you with the though "the world must have better to offer."
They tried to live right, keep all the commandments. The church is dead and boring, who can live it. All their do's and don't. No wonder they didn't make it. They usually get drunk or have unclean sex with animals, children, men or women. Something that can give them filthy pleasure of the flesh. They have the church looking powerless, a total bore. For dead religion this may be true.
BUT THEY HAVE NEVER TASTED HIM! Adam and Eve had never tasted evil. After they tasted it, you can see what it brought them and us and all the human race. They tasted both sides. We have only tasted of the fallen side. When we taste Jesus then we have tasted both sides. It takes us back to that place that Adam and Eve fell from. Most people never find it, they only find dead religion, that can never satisify them. The bondswoman has many more children, than the free woman. Once you find the Pearl of great price, you will sell all you have to buy it. Most people has never found or tasted him (Jesus). The real Jesus not the (religious Jesus). Real sugar and artifical sugar. To be able to chose, you have to taste of them both. If you've only tasted of artifical sugar, you would most likely get tired of the dead taste and trade it for something better. But if you have tasted of real sugar, you would never be satisified with anything else. No matter what kind of artifical flavors you could taste. You'd want the real one. Nothing else could ever satisify again.
Matthew 13:44. Again the Kingdom of Heaven is like unto treasure hid in a field; the which when a man hath found, he hideth, and for joy thereof selleth all that he hath and buyeth that field. He gets rid of everything. Desires of the flesh, that try to entice him to taste of sinful pleasures. Like sex, drugs, etc. He will resist by praying and allowing the Holy Ghost to kill all desires of the flesh Why? Because he has tasted better. If they have never went far enough with God to find that hiden treasure, they will sell out to sinful pleasures.
"CAUSE NOTHING TASTE AS BAD AS DEAD RELIGION." No anointing, no power,
no nothing. It just bores you. What keeps me going and fighting to bring this to others? Where does your strength lie? Like they wondered where Sampson's strength come from? I have found "that field" and I am going to keep digging for more treasure. AND TAKE IT TO OTHERS