WAITING ON A CONVENIENT TIME TO SEEK HIM

ARE YOU WAITING FOR A MORE CONVENIENT TIME TO SEEK HIM?
I use to say, Lord I'll seek you with all my heart, when I am alone, and things gets better, always looking in the future...well I found, if you wait on that day, you will be waiting a long time, cause that day never comes, the devil will see to it...I will go to church, when things get better, and they never do, they only get worse, so you have to set your mind and heart to seek God, when all hell is breaking out..cause there is never going to be a convenient time to seek God...you have to seek Him, and go for Him, when all hell is coming against you.... I didn't use too, understand that, how you had to push against everything to obtain, the Lord in your life..... now that I have set my heart and mind to seek him no matter, what... no matter what storm is ragging, maybe your, husband, daughter, mother or who ever is coming again you, to discourage you and try to stop you, and the storm is brewing and the clouds are dark, seem your nerves is going to, give way on you cause so much is happening, you stagger at your wits end...but you keep going, keep working for the Lord, keep praying, keep reading, if the Lord moves on you to go somewhere and do something for some one or maybe go to a church service somewhere...and everything in the world goes wrong that day, maybe your car tares up, your husband starts a fight, over something you don't even, know what he is talking about, but stay sweet and kind, a soft answer turns away anger...see the storm that I'm talking about..and the more you do, the more the storm brews...but keep on going, many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord is faithful and will deliver you out of them all. The Bible says we have to press into the kingdom of God..... Sometimes when I wake up in the mornings, I don't think, I can face another day, I have wrestled the enemy so much, that I feel, I don't have the strength to walk, my body feels like it almost ready to collapse, I stagger to my pray closet, and pray, and the Lord refreshes me, and I recieve His strength, and I feel like I havn't went through a thing, but if I didn't pray and get His strength I could not make it, by praying you are dieing out to your human feeling, daily, so he renews your strength, see you can't do this your self, it takes His devine strength. Jesus always had to still away and pray, don't get so busy in working for Him, that you don't give Him your time in prayer, this is the most important part of it. Jesus wants that bond with you, and you only get it through prayer, you loving Him and Him loving you, don't forget Him and try to do it your self, cause you will find out you can't make it, very far with out that closeness with Him........read of Jesus and watch every time he does something for God, watch the devil step in, and try to killhim....watch paul, how everytime he did something for God, the people tryed to kill him...Read of how all the other men in the Bible suffered afflictions unless you become weary, and faint.....there is a resting place in God, when you learn to trust him with all your, hearts you will learn, how to ENTER INTO HIS REST, a child totally trusts, it's mother, and never worrys about nothing, it knows she will take care of it, that is totally trust...AND WE CAN LEARN TO HAVE THAT IN GOD, he will prove his self to us, if we will let him, and quiet getting scared and running in the heat of the battle. Most people gives up, just when God is fixing to move for them .........
You have to have PATIENCE and wait on Him....this causes a lot of people to give up and quiet, cause they want wait, read of about Saul....we have to be willing to die for him...we have to be willing to suffer for him...if you are
waiting for a comfortable time to do it, when everything gets better, you will never do it...this is what I am learning, he didn't say it would be easy, he said it would be worth it, people will tare your heart out, they did Jesus. We are not ABOVE OUR
MASTER, if they called him the devil, they will call you the devil. And if they are not doing this, then most likely you are not doing anything to destroy the devil's kingdom. ...you must not be a threat to his kingdom...stop wondering why everything and every body is coming again you.....stop wondering why the pastor treated you wrong.......it's because you are God's chosen and the devil is trying to kill you....find you another pastor, don't stay there and let them finish killing you.....run, run, run from that hirling.....its time we get our heads out from between our legs and start fighting...is Jesus worth it. Look what all he has done for us...wouldn't you fight for your kids, if some one was hurting them..well we have to love our Saviour the same way...you have to be trained and molded to fight this battle, especially the chosen ones, for they have to be strong for the little sheep that follow Christ...when you get knocked down, don't lay there, get back up and keep fighting, there is nothing wrong with getting knocked down, just don't stay down, get back up, in others words when you make a mistake, don't quiet, get up and try again.....so set down and count the cost, is it worth it to you?
Are you willing to suffer, and be like the Saviour, which was led to the slaughter and open not his mouth...So you can help lead the weaker one's to Christ......friends, nothing else is worth it, soon our life will be over, and eternity is a long time...less make up our minds to fight a good fight and keep the faith as paul did...it will be worth it...when this life is over...less stop whining and be strong soldiers, and fight in the Lords army, and make our Saviour proud of us...and be like Job, when the Lord said have you considered my servant Job...people will misunderstand you, they will accuse you falsely, don't try to defend yourself to the devil, just be humble and don't fight back, our Lord will fight our battles for us, if we hold our peace...I'm out to make heaven my home how about you...be strong for your children, be a strong soldier, one they can come to, in the heat of the battle and find comfort..Better be storing up something for hard times, you want have time to run and pray through when one of your kids is dieing, you better be prayed up......don't complain and talk about what all the devil has done to you, but talk about what all the Lord has done for you, lift him up and stop talking about the devil and defeat all time...don't let no one see the battle, you are going through, be strong...hold your head up high for the Lord, never bow your head, but stand tall...be proud to suffer for your Saviour...it will be worth it, look what he did for you...obedience is better than sacrifice...I can see why now, its not easy to obey, when all hell is coming against you, it is much easier to fast and be alone...but when you are obeying and not backing down from the enemy, it's not so easy..Jesus is our roll model, follow me as I follow Christ, Paul the apostle said.
Jesus never hung his head down, but he faced the devil and cast him out of people, he prayed until his sweat became as great drops of blood, he fasted for forty days in the wilderness, and concured the flesh, he never grumbled or complained, but he was always about his fathers business .....I have come through storms, that I could have, never of come through if, it hadn't of been for the word of God, and watching how Jesus combats the enemy..things that would have tore me to pieces..but his anointed word lead me, through the storm, when all hell was ragging..that word would come to me, and lead me through the storm, when if I hadn't of had the word, I would have lost my mind or had a nerveous break down...but the word guided me and protected me in the storm...when you read, you may not remember nothing you read, but later when you need it, the Lord will bring it back to you, your brain is like a computer, that stores information......we're not fighting flesh and blood, but evil spirits from hell, it is spirits in people not the people, remember its the spirit in a person, not the person, and that way, it will shield you from a lot of hurt, cause you know its not the fleshly person, but the spirit that is controling them...just pray and bind the spirit in them....you say I don't have that kind of power, its by faith..thats why the devil spends all his time trying to beat you down and accuse you, and say you're not worthy. So you won't use, what you have got, to fight the devil with, you can bind him with your little mustard seed faith...its faith...if you believe, but if the devil has convienced you, that you have nothing and you are a nobody, then you won't bind the devil, cause you are doubting. It only takes a mustard seed of faith, and remember how little a mustard seed is, it's so small if you're not careful you will lose it, its so small..hold on tight and use that little seed...believe me, it will work...just put it to good use and stop listening to the devil, telling you you're not worthy...it's by faith, not works......we can do it...... TRY IT.......

It will work, use your little seed of faith, and put it to work, you will be amazed at what it will do...